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2008-07-17T14:33:00.004+08:00

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2008-06-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

Have been hanging out at this Paradiz Centre for 3 continuous days ! Surrounded with ten 100-inch projected screens and many other 40inch screen to catch the Euro Champ 2008 =D

Free admission, free flow of drinks, comfortable seatings & most importantly, the crowds ! We cheer & jeer together. Hahaha !

But alot of Uncles there lehs ! Hahaha =D Anyway, if u guys happen to think of going down, remember to come in covered shoes/ sandals. Cos the ' bouncers ' there very guai lan ~ Haha. Wear slippers, they will ask u to balek kampong.

No second word. Fierce ! Hahahaha.

Cheer for who ? Cheer for Spain !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who ?

SPAIN !!!!!!!

WHO ?? Louder !

SPPPPAAAAIIINNNNNNNN !!

Okay, thanks =)

2008-06-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

CHUMEI & REYNOLD will be back to Singapore in a few hours time ! I can't wait to receive my presents =D Hahahaahaha !

Most importantly, I can't wait to see Chumei !

2008-06-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

Holland vs Romania : 2-0 WON !

France vs Italy : 0-2 LOST !

Greece vs Spain : 1-2 LOST !

Russia vs Sweden : 2-0 LOST !

Portugal vs Germany : 2-3 LOST !

SEEEEEEEE ! How many loses already =(

Help my LongLong win tonight for Croatia vs Turkey so that I can buy many things ! Hahahaha =D

CROACTIA GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !

Have been watching football matches every night since last week. Yes ! Every single night. Might be rare for girls to watch soccer. But I dono why, I love watching soccer match =D Wahahahahahaha !

My poor Tzelong went for his wisdom tooth operation. His mouth's swollen right now & feeling so much pain. SOOOOO, the only way to ease his pain according to him right now, is to WIN money for the next soccer match. Haha !

So chubby ! Hahahahaha.

2008-06-19T19:39:00.003+08:00

So today was a bad friendship day. I'm speechless for everything. It didn't seems to be the right way.

Angie, I hope you read it when u've cool down.

Just when you thought, that friendship was stable. That's when it hurts the most, it's the pain from quarrelings. Not a physical wound, but one that's in the heart, Leaving more than a scar. It has been ripped apart.

Whats wrong is unexplainable. It is something I have addressed time and time again. Everytime you tell me you are listening & always by my side but then you go back as if u're not acting as u're.

I am tired of the way I have become the friend that does not matter. I am annoyed that you told me quarrelings would never happen, we will become the bestest bestie on earth and yet it has. The way you talk to me & the way you do not talk about anything else.

You said you would be there,I thought you would but ended up lost. I thought we were bestest bestie that would stick to the end but seems like we didn't make it.
The times I wish I could rewind and put it out of my mind & the days I have spent mad at you. & the hours I have cried. The saddest part is u don't see it. You have never seen it =(

Never know what went wrong between us & not knowing why it all have to turn out like this. Never even know how it ended like this. Remember ? Bestie only has 1 and that spells You & I.

You came into my life as part of ALM. You pull me out of darkness when I'm in a confusion state that period of time when guys came crashing in. You let me trust and believe and smile again. Yes Angie, I trust in ur choice & I got that smile back again.

You were the angel sent from above to wipe away my tears when I can meet u up & pour all my sorrows to u. You've always been there for me & I'm thankful.

The first time you look away from me, the first time I felt that I have to restrict myself from pouring out things to you. The first time becos of other things that we know we can never be involved, you yelled at me. It hurts. It really hurts.

But have u really thought about everything ? You said as an outsider, u felt it's seriously unfair to the whole scenerio. You know the summary of everything. But Angie, do u know the whole thing ? How it begins, the body lines & then the endings ?

I smiled and laughed and acted like I've moved on. But my very own eyes betrayed my heart,
I wish you know I never meant to walk away the bestie lives like that. I just dono why it happened like this.

I understand, she's your sister, she's your best friend. Have u forgotten I've got a stand in you too ?

I stood there taking in all the daggers you threw at me. Is it worth it when u dono the whole thing & just purly based on some fews msgs & made things turned out like this ?

The friendship we had. We had to move on like this. As though we just knew each other from scrap.

But I guess im not worth it, not good enough for you. But that's certainly ok since i've been stabbed through.

I'm sure the pain will deteriorate as the time passes by.

Rebecca, this is the reply for you.

Words cant be taken back & its really hard to fogive the mistakes that have been made. We Just have to believe that it can be forgotten. But as on today, regardless if we are still not tight,
I will never let a poodle come b/w the friendship.

It started off like you know how, two girls then best friends and stuff like that. Forever was the deal we made but things didnt turned out as we expected.

I wanted to hate you. Hate you for the things u said & things u didn't admit. My heart won't allow but I dearly wish I could. So you tell me how ?

I ripped my heart in two. I can't believe my ears & msgs u replied as my heart is pumping hurt. It sounds as though u think u have no wrongs at all. Stand in my shoe. I can't believe your words, treating me like dirt.

How could you do this to me? How could you make me cry? How could you say & do things that you know might hurt me ? Probably, " How could you " are the only words you'll be hearing.

The first time we quarrelled to the stage that we had to use harsh words against each other. The first time we have to use ugly & underhand methods to solve problems. The first time after sooo long, I mean years that coming out to talk was the best choice.

It was a childish act to me. Yes it is. I wanted to just hate you for adding on sorrows to me. My heart don't abide me to do it. Tell me why ? Is it because the bondage has become stronger long time ago but just that we didn't realise it ?

Losing grip of a friendship that was once held onto so tightly .Others that are in the process of being mended or at least we thought they were. Things got better for awhile there but came to a stop now.

Yes, I escaped from problems. I'm a full-time coward when I comes to r/s problems. But if u were me, will u act the same way as me ? Will u ask ur friends to pass msgs around rather than telling him right at the face ?

People you trust will let you down & friends you care for will make you mad. The smile on my face turns to frown.

People will lie & make up rumors & friends will talk behind your back. People will show there true colors and things will go wrong.

But I told myself to remember, it's all for a reason. To you, to her to everyone or outsider, it may seems like it was so totally unfair. Have u ever stand into my shoes and think ? You just said anything that comes to ur mind. Said things that u think it might help.

Girl, this is what u think. But it doesn't imply that whatever u think might benefits or do other's good. It doesn't matter anymore. My heart is dead.

All that it is, is a lost friendship & pieces of a heart. How could you do this to me ? I never wanted both. You don't understand me.

They said : " Smile & everything will be alright. Tomorrow will be a better day. "

2008-06-19T19:25:00.000+08:00

I'm back readers !

Went swimming with Tricia, June & Cui Fen yesterday. It was raining for hours & hours & hours. The security guard there doesn't allow us to swim. He claimed that there're thunders & lightnings. But where ? LOL !

I don see or hear any of what he said. Whatever. Haha !

Only swam for a little while & we went to Suana. It's soooooo relaxing ! Hahahaha =D I love it !

Afterwhich, cabbed home & the 2 ladies went for buffet. Haha =D Thanks for all the laughters ladies. Loves !

Oh Ya ! Tricia was complaining about her current black hair that our dear June dyed for her. Hahahaha =D Chill larhs Horney ~

So the girls made a deal to swim on every Wednesday. If I can, I promise I will definetly tagged along =) Swimming rocks ur world people ! Hahahaha =D

Miss you ladies !

U girls mark my Wenesday !

And lastly, my horney ~ Hahahahaha =D

Alright, I know this post is boring. But guys, tell me what to blog about swimming ? Haha ! So pardon me alright =)

2008-06-14T20:25:00.000+08:00

Back from swimming with Tricia just now =) I love swimming & she loves swimming too. We're each other's swimming khaki. Hahahahahaa =D

Had lunch around my house first before we set off to the swimming complex. Initially, we went to try out the medium pool first but was too swallow for us. Hahahaha =D Thus, we headed to the biggggg pool =)

Roars * So many swimmers today. Well, it's a weekend ~ Haha. Was hoping for a stronger sun every now & den. We realised the sun was only shining in the middle of the pool !

I was afraid that I will drown ! Hahahaha. No stamina u see ~ Cos I've been smoking ! Till den, I seriously saw the side effect of smoking. Haha. So I kept urging Tricia to follow closely behind me. LOL =D

We swam to & fro, to & fro the laps. I think more than 10 laps ! Hahahaha =D I want more swimming sessions with her ! =D

Alright, I ended my post. Haha =D But got some more pics. So yay ~ Enjoy. LOL !

Cam-whoring with my newly-bought shades. Hehe !

I supposed she loves my shades too. LOL !

My horny love love =)

Minminnnnnnnnn, with a fcuked face =D

I can never get enough of her ! Love you Horney =))

2008-06-14T01:44:00.000+08:00

=] : Serious ? Haha. I think short hair like looks soooo young & I dislike it. LOL =D Anyway, thanks for the comment =) I think I will be removing sooner or later. It's so irritating ! Haha.

Ur Bloggie Fan : Haha. Cos I tattooed my eye brow before so I just follow the lines & draw =)

Illa : U wan extra extra come tag along hor. LOL =D Swimming lehs ~ Hahahaha. Don go what Theme park la. Childish ~ LOL =D

Jacelyn : As frontdesk.

Angie : Haha. Sing song den do what in the pub ? Drink coke ? Super ps larhs ! Hahahaha. Walao. Say till like that. I buy u larhs. U lick my nipple first. Hahahaha =D Anyway, u si bei cb ~ U know urself larhs hor. LOL !

Passerby : Yes =)

Melany : Den ring me & mei out soon ! Missyar too =D

Passerby : Nopes.

Jenn : CSR for Frontdesk.

Tricia : Haha. Definetly ! No black, no home ! Hahahahha =D

2008-06-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

Bugis with Nabillah & CK after work =) I am extremely happy today cos I got a new set of Bikini, a top & a beach-wear skirt. Hehehehehe =D Thanks luh !

Chong Pang Nasi Lemak with these 3 guys. I miss those days in Secondary school with them ! Hahaha =D Still as usual like to suan people lorhs. Argghhh ~

Check them out at the IT Fair at Suntec =) Haha ! They're working under Vaio ~ So support support them if u planned to get any laptops ~ Hahahaha =D

They fucking gave me a big surprise =D Haha ! Initially, they kept lying that non of them was riding or anything. Den slowly, they said that Raphael was the only one who's riding.

Den they brought me to 2 scrambles, asking me which bike is nicer. So I was saying that Raphael's scrambler was nicer =X Haha. Ivan's one abit too old. Haha ! Till den I realised they both were riding already =D

Anyway, it was nice & fun to be with them. They never fail to mark my night =D Haha ! The group of cocksters, how to forget them & our memories in school ? LOL !

So u finally on ur phone. I'm speechless. Really speechless =( Tell me what to reply or do next ? Bringing u things & u didn't appreciate it at all. All I need to do now is to meet friends up, forget every unhappiness & finally, move on....

I'm sure u're moving on without me. If not u wouldn't dare to not contact me & went MIA for a few days.

It hurts & I know I can't make up my mind. My fault. I'm a coward cos I don't dare to face up to reality. I'm escaping & avoiding things.

Minmin sucks. I know ~ Thanks for reminding =)

* That's when I love you. The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough. *

2008-06-12T19:43:00.002+08:00

Back from my interview around Somerset just now. Super stress can ! There're total of 4 people there who interviewed me. * Faint *

CK was saying as if I was applying for a manager position. Haha ! I also think so ~ LOL =D Sitting infront of the 4 managers is sooooooooooooo fucking stress ~ As what Bestie said, high salary always result in more than 2 interviwers. Whatever la uhh ~

On my way to meet up with Joyce, saw Minmin =D Haha ! She's working as a receptionist in Slim Fit. Twin, ur breast so big already still go Slim Fit for what. Hahahahahaha =D * Lucky she didn't know I have a blog =X She's gg to kill me if she saw this. LOL ! *

Joyce came & we headed to Cine for lunch. What a nice & short catch-up with her. And fuck ! She's the girl I'm looking for ! Wonder why ? Carry on reading ~

She was with her group of bikers at Yishun Dam & she saw Tzelong ~ Know what this girl told him when Long's friends ask him to go somewhere else ? My dear Joyce went to say : " Just go only. I promise I won't tell Minmin. "

I was looking high & low for this lady who got so much guts to said this to Tzelong & it turned out to be our dearrrrrrrrr Joyyyyccceeeeeeeeeeeee ~ Let me kill her, next time. Haha =D

Life is sooo boring =( Bestie, can u next time ask me out to somewhere which u don't have to drink ? Haha.

2008-06-12T11:24:00.002+08:00

Met up with Chumei yesterday ! Hahaha =D So fucking happy alright !

She accompany me to SSDC to get my PDL. The counter staffs there are making me pissed off. So bloody rude ! Arghhh ~ I know lah. Only PDL only & not what license. But don need so rude & action right !

Fuckkkkkkkkk Youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu =X

Anyway, I'm glad I got my PDL which means I can get into practical any time, any day. Provided the instructor is free luh ! Haha =D I wanna get my Class3 license soon =(

Took a train down to Bugis to alter some dresses & sis bought herself a dress for her next wedding dinner she's going to attend.

Went for dinner there & went somewhere ~ But he's not around so forget it. Planned to head to Chumei's house but I'm lazy to take a bus home later. NO cash = NO cab =( How sad !

Well, it's always so comfortable & nice being with her. Thanks sis for accompanying all the way to Yishun & she has to go home by herself =(

Where to find sucha great person ? U tell me U tell me !

Later I'm gg to interview another job again. I myself don even know what the job scoope is. Haha =D But I heard the pay like not bad lehs. Whatever luh ~ Pay good, everything ok ! Hahahaha =D

And my dear Angie wants to go interview with me but I rang her up & I supposed she's still sleeping. LOL ! Lazy ~ Hahaha =D

Till nnow ~ Nothing much to post.

* Ps * U wan MIA right ~ Up to you.

BYEBYE !

2008-06-11T13:11:00.000+08:00

Shihui : Thanks thanks darling =) After so many years, u're still soooo sweet ! Love you tons & yes, I'm waiting for ur call =D Muacks !

Ur blog fan : Thanks fan =) U're another passerby of my blog though u don want to reveal ur identity. But whatever it is, ur tag are so much appreciated. At least, I know in mystery, someone cares =) Thanks so much ! =)

Passerby : This ques very difficult to answer ehs. Haha. I dye every now and den. Fade till like this =) Sorry ! I really dono what colour it is.

Kristine : Thanks babe ! Love you tons =) And I wanna meet u up soon again !

Ling'er : Haha ! Yeah =D We like enemies in the past lorhs. Hahahaha =D Anyway, what matters is now =) And Im glad I found u !

Mable : Thanks dearie. I wanna a 3rd meet up with u again =D Hehe !

Jacelyn : Haha. Yeahyeah =D

Angie : Haha. So when we conquering another office and make it fall down again ? Haha ! All go in at one time, come out one by one ? Hahahaha =D You lorhs ~ That day u ask me be ur gf I reject u den u say u wanna jump down. U forget it arhs ? Hahahahahahaaha.

Vinna : Thanks babe. See u soon again ! Muacks =D

Bibimei : Haha. Bring it out later. LOL =D Better remember ! LOL.

Jenn : Sure babe =)

2008-06-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

I tendered my resignation letter to my HR yesterday afternoon =) I'm worth more than what they're giving me now =X Hahahahahaaha !

Just kidding. I'm not trying to bring myself up. But well, a job offers approximately 1.8K ! Yes, I'm going for it. Rosalind mum says a lady can have everything but most importantly, they should also must have a career. U know, my 4 wheels is my goal =)

So I did not attend work today again. Whatever la uhh ! Can't be bothered.

And yes ! I'm going to get my PDL later at SSDC. Oh God Damn it ! I wanna get my license soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn =(

I wanna drive my friends around. I wanna bring Chumei round round Singapore as promised year ago. LOL ! I wanna save on cab fares. I want to sit on the right hand side of the car. I wanna... I wanna... I wanna.... depend on myself =)

Sooooooooo, Im meeting Chumei later =) Yes yes yes ! She must be missing me sooooo much and I knew it. Hahahahaha !

* Ps * Thanks Angie Bestie for the wonderful touching msg in ur blog. I love you tons ! Yes, super lots !

2008-06-09T13:24:00.002+08:00

Tzelong : Reply u personally =)

Denise : Hey sis. Noted ! =D

Ur blog fan : Thanks Fan =) One fine day, I really hope to know who u are. Anyway, it's really nice that u keep tagging with all ur cheering words =)

Tricia : Thanks sweet. I know u'll be there for me & thanks God I have met you.

Jacelyn : Thanks girl though I dono who u are. Ur tag is much appreciated =)

Ur bloggie Fan : Thanks there again for the tag. Really appreciate it alot alot =))

Shihui : Thanks darling. Much loves & ring me up soon alright =D Muacks !

Fen : Thanks girl =) Yeah ! Maybe the next meet up shall be at ur Condo's swiming pool again ! Hahahaha =D Miss you tons !

Angie : Haha. I hope what I'm feeling is the same that u are feeling cos remember ? we share the same feelings towards different thing. And yes, don't forget me though u have many friends. Haha ! Too bad I don't pub ar bo u will love me more fr my company =D Haha !

Ling'er : Thanks sweetie & I know u'll be ther for me. Seriously glad that we're soo in good terms now. Love you !

Serene : Thanks Partner =)) You & ur bf sweet sweet now hur. Last long alright ! Do train ur Dota skills cos I'll be ringing u and Melany out for this soon ! Misses =D

Sharon : Thanks darling. My mind is sooo confused =( U're always busier than me. Haha. So u ring me up soon instead. LOL =D Much misses.

Anon : Nil ~ Not a nuisance at all love =) Yups. They have curly extensions too.

Illa : No thanks. Haha ! Let's have another gathering again beside work. I know I can depend on you for all my sorrows. Oh well, don't be too touched cos I've fallen for youu ! Haha. Thanks sweet for ur opened listening ears. More to tell you so be prepared !

P-by : Yeah. Thanks so much =) I really dono what to do either. Having a breakdown soon. I'm afraid all these good things will come to a stop for me. I believe in Karma. So afraid that it will fall on me. =(

* Edited *

The tamil tigers in my office. Hahaahaha =D

Pics with Nabillah on Saturday. Love you babe !

With her cute daughter =))

Can't have enough of her. She's just soooooooooo adorable !

2008-06-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

Before I continue posting about my daily whatabouts, I'm so surprise & touched by what mom wrote on the whiteboard this morning when I woke up.

" Because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. If you doesn't want ZiLong, tell him how much you don't want him & state the reason. But if you want, tell him how much you need him but do not state any reasons because the past has already taken place. Don't drag on this r/s because it's not nice for a guy to cry like this for you. "

Apprantly, I thought mum was going to scold me when I haven't finishing reading. But I was god-damn touched when I saw this msg. On the other hand, my mind made me turned wild & crazy as I have to think much more harder to what decision I'm gonna make.

I went to meet up with Long yesterday. He lost weight. Yes, alot ~ He passed me our 1 Year anniversary presents. It's not about the gift that made me touched. It's I realised for the past few months, he didn't get me what I wanna because he was saving up for the presents & places he wanted to bring me to on this special day.

Yes, I've mistaken him for the past few days.

The whole family of Pooh and ......

this ~ Inside contains many small pieces of notes. I was tearing while opening each and every note that he wrote in that many pieces of paper. Msgs like " I'm sorry I hurt you ", " I love you so much ", " I wanna make you mine again ", " Don't ever leave me ", " Happy 1 year anniversary ", " You're the one and only girl I love " etc etc etc ~

Tell me how can I stop my tears from flowing ?

Yes ! All these melted & shoken my heart. But people, there're still many things to consider. When we were apart, who are the ones who stood by my side, cheering me up & everything ?

And now if we are back together, I have to give up on all these. How will others think of me ? Making use of their friendship for the past month ?

Think back. I really want my heart to give me an answer. I don wan to have any regrets of letting him go if my decision is like this now.

I felt that there're two things we shouldn't say to the one we love. "I love you, but..." and "If you loved me, you would..."

Should we really qualify love with conditions ? But the other party states that this is the kind of ways that will make the love grows stronger & stronger & stronger .... He doesn't feel secure cos I have guys friends around me. I can understand his feeling cos if he has tons of gfs around him, I wouldn't feel easy.

Den why make both parties miserables ? Sacrificing things that we know we can't accept nor take it ?

My life is in a mess, right now.

Been a longgg time since she last stared at me & listen to my sorrows. Ok, I'm aniticipated to receive her warm hug again. Yay ~ Soon again =(

2008-06-08T12:22:00.000+08:00

Movie of Kung Fu Panda with Nabillah & her cute lil daughter at TM yesterday =) The show is god-damn hilarious cans ! Hahaha =D The panda is sooooo cute luh !

Dined in at Pasta Mania for lunch. Her daughter was shy initially but she kept wan hugs & kisses from me after a few talks with her. Cute girl =)

Which part of me looks like Malay ? Haha ! Cos we went to look for Nabillah's cousin who is working at TM also & she thought I was a Malay at first. LOL !

Anyway, it was an enjoyable afternoon spent with these 2 ladies. Shall bring my sister out with her daughter to the next gathering again =D

Tags & more updates will be up soon & replied soon. Probably tonight cos I got something to do right now. Soooo sorrry ! Thanks for all the concerns lovely people except for Angie's tag. Wad essay ! I wanna f u =P

2008-06-06T10:55:00.000+08:00

Putting everything to a stop rather than clinging onto each other, giving each other hopeless thoughts ?

I'm soooooo afraid I will regret =( He's a great man afterall excluding his bad tempers. Hais !

Memories that will never be erased. I seriously doesn't wish to bid goodbye but I can't be so cb & selfish. I'm so sorry readers that I'm blogging about my emotionals now which I know doesn't got anything with u people.

But if u managed to finish reading, I'm really very thankful for spending ur time to read. Someone who cares will finish reading it & thankful becos at least I know, u people care =)

060607 - A day we got together. Coincidentally, we got together on Reynold's 19th Birthday.

Ever since this day, we have been sleeping in each other's arms every single night, without fail.

I will browse through my photobucket every now and den. Mermerising on the happiness & sorrows we have been through together. 1 year ! 1 year ! Yes. And I'm proud to tell everyone u are the first guy who have been with me for so long.

Alright ~ 11 months ++ is my longest r/s =X

Remember the fun we had at Pasir Ris park ?

That was on the 23rd June 2007. Only being together for 2 weeks like we were already so close together like never ever before.

1st month anniversary, u broguht me for the Cable Car dining. It's only the 1st month & you're already doing so much things for me.

Tell me how to stop loving you ? =(

Trip to Escape Theme Park. U are the first guy I went there with=)

You made an effort to make up earlier than any other weekend just to fulfill my wish.

Tell me again, how to not love you ? =(

First time we went Yishun Dam together. U told me u dislike the place alot. Haha ! But u also sit there for sooo long =X

The first sweater I bought for you at TopShop =)) But u wore a few times only hor ! Haha.

The first time we both got a romantic candlelight dinner at Swesens. U decorated the plate of spagetti so nicely =)

And and and ! First time I went prawn-ing with a bf =) Thanks so all the precious time, money & moments u gave to me.

Even my first accident was experienced with you =) A nightmare to be. Yes ! It's a nightmare but it's a joy that I have spent this scary experience with you.

Tell me how to forget all these ? ="(

Because of me, yes ! me =) You chiong ur bike license and got urself a bike to pillion me to everywhere and any wher I wanna go.

Your sweet-ness are always there. Are u marinated with honey ? I wonder.

Even Christmas was celebrated with you. We said that we'll be spending every Christmas together =)

U think we can ?

We quarrelled on this day. This special day that God created. Tears flowing every now & den but we're fine after a few mins.

Quarrels again ? Why !

Don't ask why. It's normal between couples.

Ok, I understand. Absolutely fine.

Happy 2008 ! We said we will be starting fresh anew. Lesser quarrels, much sweeter with each other =)

See the smile on ur face ? I can't help it while I'm typing this. My tears just flow down.

Long, remember ? We quarelled on this day again.

You hugged me like never before, shower me with all ur love again.

We're fine. Absolutely fine.

You're always so sweet. I said that my necklaces always turn rusty quickly thus u went to bought an SK Jewellery necklace for me without me knowing. What a surprise for a Valentine's Day gift =)

Kisses everywhere. You're cute boy. Serious ~

Tell me how to not think of you ?

Valentine's Day =) Spent with you also. Supposed to dine into Fish & Co but was full house. So u brought me to eat Sambal Fish -_- Haha !

But still, when we're together, u never fail to make me smile.......... and cry.

You had Chicken Pox on my birthday =( I was furious. Despite ur sickness, u crawled out from ur bed & ran to Swensens to buy me an Ice-cream cake.

You said even this year's celebration wasn't as fantastic as I wanted, u will definetly give me more extrordinary surprises for my upcoming birthdays.

And counting on....... till the day we die. We promised.

Been reminded that Chicken Pox is contagious & worse, I never had Chicken Pox before, I can't resist myself from kissing you.

I did enjoy myself even though it was a simple celebration. I once thought I will be celebrating my 21st birthday with you also.

Yes, I once thought ~

Our trip to Tioman is another memorable moments spent oversea.

We promise to put aside all unforgiven or sorrows we had gone through and be happy always again ~

Did we managed to do it ?

Back from Tioman, we remained as happy as we can.

Can't those moments just go on like this ?

Well, that's life full of ups & downs. Nothing is perfect.

You're the first guy I went to a stadium together with to watch soccer match. Can u imagine ? Soccer match !

I never felt bored. We cheered & jeered for the entire hours there. Do u remember ? When the last goal for SuperReds, both of us jumped up and down in the middle of the stadium.

Haha ! How memorable =)

This was the last time we got together so happily at Partyworld.

You sang as usual so many of Jay Chou's songs =))

I know I can lean on u like this again though that period of them, both of us knew we were already drifting further and further and further away ~

I can lie to everyone I have no more feelings for u anymore. I can't tolerate ur tempers etc etc etc. But I know it myself, I can't lie to myself with the feelings I have for you.

You cried. You waited under my block for hours & hours & hours just to see me get home safely. I can't face u. I don wan every history to be repeated again.

Don't we have enough squabblings every now & den ? My heart aches so much when u cried over the phone. It's sad that we cannot hug each other to cry together but to make full use of the call to cry our sorrows out.

I know I can't be selfish to you. You're a great guy that most girls will want to have. You dotes on ur precious girl so much.

Long........ I'm not a good gf.

I'm not.

I'm not.

I'm not.

And yes, I'm crying while typing this.

Good bye Long. Good bye Dar. Good bye ='(

Happy 1 year anniversary =)

I think i should really stop typing before my silent cry starts to turn into a loud one.

Thanks Celest for the packet of tissues.

2008-06-06T10:39:00.001+08:00

Today is supposed to be our 1 year anniversary. He sent me a wishing msg & said will pass the pressi to Chumei.

My heart got touched by his msg. I'm so confused now. Recently got into unnecessary stressfulness. I wan to be out of all these =(

Today is also Reynold's 20th Birthday =) Happy Birthday Bro ! Last year birthday was celebrated together with YongHan too but now seems like 2 members are unable to be joining the celebration. Awkward to see each other you see ~ I hope my absense wouldn't affected our Dominators' realtionship =)

He cried & my heart aches, alot alot alot alot ='(

2008-06-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

Rebecca : Don't envy larhs. Ask ur Eric buy !

Tricia : Haha =D Kns ! Buy for me lehs. I swear I will fucking love you. I will even willing to let u lick my pussy. Hahahahaha ! Only especially for you, one & only Tricia. And yes ! U have already reserved my whole pussy =X Hahaha !

Samantha'Wine : Thanks sweet =) Misses !

Fen : Haha. Relax. This type of things slowly. One by one de ~ Hahahaa =D

AhGer : Sure =) See ya around.

2008-06-03T01:05:00.000+08:00

I'm fucking happy ! I went out with Mable just now after work =) We've known each other for almost 3 years but this is the 2nd time we meet up =( Nevetheless, I enjoy my time spent with her !

Trained down to Bugis. She's late again ! Arrghh ~ Haha =D Planned to head to Bras Besah to get the pressi for her bf but the shop closes at 7pm.

Can't blame me alright. I reach earlier than her =X She's a tortoise ! Hahahaahaha =D

Dined in at Pasta Mania with my usual Spicy Chicken with less Chilli and no green peas =X Hahahaha ! I'm sooooooooooo bloody sorry I'm typing things that doesn't concern any one of you. Just wanna make my post longer =X Hahaha !

Where do we head at Bugis ? We can't possibly forget Bugis street ! Haha =D

Let me tell you. This girl dotes on her bf sooooo much ! She bought things such as tops & perfume for him cans ! Lagi sweet ~

We bought clothings too of cos ! Haha =D But not many nice clothings there but we managed to get few tops from Dorathy Perkins =) * Grins *

We rushed up & down, up & down. Sales are everywhere ! OMG ! I'm soo crazy over shoppings. Dearie is even crazier ! Haha =D

There's a phrase " Once you start, you can't stop. " And yes ! This phrase symbolise her so much just now. She kept buying & buying & buying. Hahahaha =D

Finally I found someone more spendthrift than me =X Haha ! Shopping with her is definetly so fun-to-be-with. I wan morrrreeeeeee shoppings with her !

You see, it's already 1.19am now & I'm blogging. Hahaha ! I dono what am I thinking also ~ Hahaah =D I just can't get to bed !

Nothing spikes up my life. Yet, I'm glad I have wonderful mates around me. And of cos, thanks to Angie that I got a new nickname. Haha !

Not as chee hong as her. She got more guys than me =( Hahahahaha ! Rebecca is joining in this battle. But I'm sure Angie will definetly win the medal =X Haha !

Oh Ya ! Speaking about her, I really miss those hang-outs with ALM =( So glad that we 3 didn't quarrel with each other before. Hahahaha =D ALM HUAT AR ! LOL =X

Typical Ah Lian to be ? Well, I'm definetly not ! Haha =D

* Back to the date with Mable Dearie *

Super super duper duper high cans ! We spent & spent like nobody's business. Hahaha =D I think u girls should get down to Dorathy Perkins. It's on sales like any other stores. Their clothings are awesome !

Grab them fast I must say. The sizes are fast selling especially those who are looking for small sizes =D Haha !

I wanna get a BEBE top real soon =( Let me tio 4D lehs ! Walao ~

Alright, heading to bed soon after this. I miss you Mable =D Ring me up soon again ! Muchhhh Loveeeessssssssssssss =)

Good night to all readers =) Thanks for reading ! Hahahaa =D

As usual without fail, I'm all of yours people ! Hahahahaahhaaha =D

Everyone's Minmin. Cheersssssssss to her ! Hahaahaha =D

2008-06-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

Ah Joy : Wa darling ~ U swee larhs. Say till like that. Hahahaha =D U also ma. Got rabbit liaos =X Hahahahaha ! =PpPpp

Angie : Another one ~ Hahahaaha =D Thanks lehs Bestie. I not so cb okay. Is u always don wan meet me or invite me over to ur house. Very hurting lorhs =X Hahaha !

Tricia : Haha. So u offer to buy the whole family for me ? Thanks sweet in advance. Love you larhs ! Hahaha =D

Maggie : Haha. Yeahyeah =D Love you ! Haha. I cant wait to meet u up to collect the pooh. Hahahahaha =D

2008-06-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

Bishan with Ling'er just now =) I had awesome time spent with her. Been such a long time ever since we last met up. Haha !

Mummy fetched me over to her house & we took a bus down to Bishan as mum is rushing off to meet her friends. The moment we saw each other, we can't stop chatting larhs ! Hahahaha =D

GSS is everywhere ! Yes ! We're crazy over the sales there. But nothing attracted our eyes. We just walked around aimlessly at J8.

Supposed to buy a top from Hyponisis. But the size larhs ! PUNDEI ~ Written there 'S' but size still so big =( Sad sad sad sad !

Dined in at Pasta Mania for dinner. Haha ! Afterwhich went over to Coffee Bean. YES ! We just can't stop chatting. Hahahaahaha =D

My dear sweetie facing some r/s problem also. The stupid frog larhs ! Hahahaa =D He super damn bastard lorhs. Walao ~ Anyway, Ling'er is still clinging onto him. She's super devoted to him can ! But the stupid frog just doesn't wanto treasure it. Silly guy !

Cabbed home after that. I swear I'm gonna miss her super lots ! Wonder when we will be meeting up again. Our timings aren't right at all ! Arrghh ~

Her exams are round the corner. I hope she will pass with flying colours ! Hahaha =D Miss you tons sweetie !

Life can be mudance at times. I want to take a ride at SG Flyer. I wanna make a trip down to the Zoo !

Any kind soul willing to volunteer to bring me down ? Haha ! I still remember the joke AhJoy & I gave to Angie =X Hahaha ! Let's not elaborate much before she starts killing me. Hahahaha =D

Alright. I'm tired now. Here I come.............................. my dear pooh & piglet =D Hahaahaha !

2008-06-01T17:37:00.000+08:00

Billard at Queentown with Aron & CK last night. The country club there is awesome =) Billard table & cue in good position. Feeling si bei high. Hahaha =D

Afterwhich, drove over to Mustafa to get myself a new Samsung Mp3 =D Happy like fuck. LOL ! I received a new love again. Can't find any attrative WinnieThePooh thus got myself a Piglet. Still count as a relative of Pooh larhs. So anything lorhs ~ LOL =D

Didn't know where to head. The smell at Mustafa super power. Hahahaha =D I can't stay any longer there thus decided to head to ECP.

Colleagues were actually having BBQ there but they left already =( So we dined in at Mac & came across this " Fun fun world ". Hahaha ! Wasted almost $10 but caught nothing. Sucks ! Haha =D

So where to head next ? Seriously no idea though we had a transport. Thus he sent me back home. Anyway, I'm very sleepy at that moment already also.

And today, I'm so moodless =( Don't feel like going out also. But but but ! The thought of the meet-up with Mable Dearie tml makes me feel happy ! Hahaha =D Finally I get to see her again =)

Mable Dearie..................... see you tml =) Hahahaha !

Ah Joy received my 3 packets of tissue papers post to her already. Yeah ~ Hahaha =D She's crazy ! She's mad ! She's getting insane ! Hahahahaha =D

* Ps * Joy, I also got appointment book one hor. Not only you =P

Everyone's Minmin =D Hahahahaha !

2008-05-31T15:52:00.000+08:00

Mayi : Thanks babe =) See u around.

BibiMei : Yes ! Gathering for The Dominators soon again =) Loveyou still as much as before. Haha ! Don't cry ok. LOL =D

Baoyi : Haha. At BQ ? LOL =D Thanks.

Mable : Don't say le larhs. Angry lorhs. Haha =D Nvm, Monday we're meeting up already. Oh yes ! Monday ! Hahaha =D

Ur bloggie fan' LR : Hey, thanks there =)

Ahjoy : Haha. Thanks darling =D Muack muack you lorhs. Cry enough already arhs. Hahahaaha ! Got received the 3 packets of tissue not. Haha. If not I'm going to call up Singapore Post for the slow delievery. LOL !

Ling'er : Thanks sweetie. Love you tons ! Meet me soon lehs. Don miss me already right. Haha =D

Shihui : Thanks darling. Love you =D Muack muack ! U also never ring me up. Sad larhs.

Passerby : Thanks so much =) Your words are much appreciated ! Serious =D

Rine : Pong pong queen lehs. Make me waste my phone bill to call what it really means. Haha =D You pao pao queen sia. Haha !

Passerby : Sure =) Ulead express.

Joyce : Thanks babe. See u at Blk 704 soon. Hahahahaha =D

2008-05-31T15:04:00.000+08:00

There isn't pretty much to note down. Just normal days. Pretty obvious I have boring life as 90% is reserved for my work. Hoho ! I'm a workaholic =X Hahahaha =D

Some crap things happened last weekend. Angie, Tricia & I actually made the effort to rush down to Rebecca's place. She sent us an extrordinary terrifying msg that pissed me off. Yes ! I am super angry with her.

Visits to NUH for the 2 days to visit her. So u guys should roughly knew what happened to Rebecca. She's crazy ! She's mad ! She's the most unhinged, untamed woman I've ever met. You all will never know wad she's really up to, surprising u with with all kinds of eccentric galas. Fuck you Reb ! Stop the craps right now !

Figuratively, keeping cool can helps to keeping one's anger under check. I have tried to think of pleasant things when Im riled cos I know it could range to someone whom is loved by me. Ya, forget it den. Let bygones be bygones.

At least she's so much better now, the Rebecca we know. We're seriously glad u have overcome everything. Still, continue to cheer up though we know it's isn't easy at all.

* Skip skip skip the next few days * Cos there's really nothing to talk about. Haha =D I'm serious ! LOL =D

Last night, colleagues & I gathered at Marina Square. Had dinner at Hong Kong Cafe. Afterwhich, we didn't know where to get to. Haha ! Stationed ourselves infront of the ticket counter of the cinema for quite some time. Didn't know whether to catch a movie or not.

Eventually, we ended up sitting outside MS. Btw, Syyi's flying to Australia to further her studies soon =( She bought an small alarm that can be wore around her hands in case she got robbed or some incidents happen & needed some help. But I actually spoilt it cos I accidentally pulled the string too hard. Haha ! But I got return to the shop and changed a new one for her larhs ! LOL =D

Lucky she's here to acc me for some snappings. Cos we're rotting outside the shopping mall, didn't know where to head. YES ! This is seriously very boring.

But but but ! They are nice people alright. Haha =D I felt that I became so obedient when I'm with them. Haha. They don't smoke, don't scold vulgarities etc. Hahahaha =D I have confident in myself that I will turn into a super good girl soon. LOL =X

Haha. Look at the pic below. If you guys are too free & got nothing better to do, try zoom-ing in the pic right to my middle finger. Guess what ! You'll actually see flames above my finger. WOW ! Flames sia. Hahahaha =D

Disturb only lorhs. Hahaha =D

They said they need to keep themselves zestful and prepare to be pre-occupied with nothing but my nonsense. LOL ! Walao ~ I got so jialat anot. Sad lorhs say me like that. Hahahaha =D

COME COME COME ! Come and work at my office. I promise you'll never regret. Hahaha =D There'll be lotsa fun working there. If only Angie & Verine are still here with us =(

Oh Ya Oh Ya ! My team received a compliment from a customer few days ago & he delieved a cake for us. Haha =D Super nice right this Customer. Thanks Mr Bobbi !

I dislike raining days. I dislike sunny days. I want a spring season. Haha. I forgotten I'm in Singapore =X Hahaha ! Alright, obviously this is a lie. Pardon me. Haha =D

Bring me more Winnie The Pooh ! LOL =D Like mother, like daughter. Hahahahaha. Stay Tune !

2008-05-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

Met up with Tricia & Rebecca at BPP just now. Well, Rebecca is suffering another depression period. I don't pity her ! I wanna slap her to wake up instead ! But sometimes she's very poor thing lorhs. Hais ~ Seeing her like that makes our hearts ache.

I hope she get a good sleep tonight =) She wants to go on a holiday. I hope she will be really fine after the trip =)

Tricia is my love ! Hahaha =D She never fails to make me laugh. She even feed me Bundung. Hahaha =D But I hate her when she playing a fool with me while feeding me cos it makes me look like a dog ! FUCK YOU TRI ! =D Hahaha.

Leaving me alone to walk the path isn't easy. 2 more weeks to our 1 Year anniversary. Now, everything is gone. G-O-N-E.

Don't stress don't stress don't stress !

Make me smile only ? Only Chumei can =(

Anyway, I keep taking pics with Tricia cos Rebecca claims that she looks ugly in pics these few days. I understand.

But please cheer up alright ! With smiles on you Reb, will definetly looks more attractive. Hahahaha !

So what is he doing now ? Is he fine ? How's his injuries ? I miss him sooo.... Hais =(

See ! Tri so naughty ! Hahahaha =D That's her finger. Hahaha. She wanna fuck me. But I told her I don't do such thing in public. She respect me. Hahahahahahahaha ! Horny bitch ~ Same same as Angie. LOL !

Have u seen a pooh driving ? Haha. I saw one last night. Super cute right ! Hahahahah =D

Good night ! I'm blogging nonsense here. Hahaha =D

2008-05-25T17:14:00.001+08:00

This is a bad Saturday.

Sebas, Long & Zhen Xiong got into an accident. The car crush. They were injured.

Chumei is sick terribly.

Tzelong broke off with me.

Rebecca broke off with Joel.

Angie's life is in a mess.

Reynold got stopped by TP and was fined.

Good bye to 24/05/08. You sucks !

Ok, I need Chumei's hug now.

2008-05-24T12:50:00.000+08:00

I Love Sim Chumei ! Hahaha =D She's a bitch. She went out with Reynold for roundings last night and never bother to call us ! I wanna fuck her later.

Alright, replys to tagssssssss =) Thanks for reading everyone. Haha ! Much loves.

AhJoy : Haha. I fuck you ok darling.

Mellisa : Sure =)

Phyllis : Yeah babe =D See u soon ! Loves too. Muacks muacks.

Huihui : Sure. Haha. Ya larhs. Everytime see u one lehs. Very sians lorhs ! Hahahahaha =D Kidding. RIng me up soon. Loves loves !

Passerby : Thanks. Chumei's one from Charles & Keith. Mine is from Heatwave.

Mable : Yeah ! I miss u too. Friday friday friday ! Hahahaha =D

Passerby : Yeah. It's at Bugis street =)

Rebecca : Cheer up ! Love Love lorhs =D Haha !

2008-05-24T12:31:00.000+08:00

Last night was spent with my LONGLONG =D We went out with his campmates & caught Indiana Jones. I dono whats the show all about becos I was sleeping throughout the whole movie. Haha =D

Dar's campmates. They super clown cans ! Hahaha.

Dono what to blog. Hahaha. Be right back ! Hahaha.

Oh ya ! Mummy bought me a new phone. Nokia 6500. Hahahaha =D She didn't tell me what phone she getting for me anyway. And last night when she returned home, she just passed it to me like this. Great ! I Love Mummy luh ! Hahaha =D

That's my young mummy =D Hehe.

I know Im posting irrelevant pics. Whatever the trend is larhs. Haha !

2008-05-24T12:18:00.001+08:00

This is for Rebecca ! Hahaha =D Cheer up man !

2008-05-19T14:55:00.000+08:00

Heyhey ~ Back with some more pictures =D Haha !

Dar took it =) Haha !

My cute cum fierce long long lor ~ Hahahaha =D

Love you endlessly =)

I know you'll always be there for me. Thanks for everything !

I can never have enough of myself.

Till den ~ Have work tml. FUCK !

2008-05-19T14:31:00.000+08:00

We had tremendous fun last night =D Hehehehe !

Met up with each other at Amk first. You know, we always ended up there & I dono why. I feel so turn-off when I see those kids. They just cant behave themselves & think they owe the whole place. Can someone please teach them some manners ?

Ok Angie & Verine, please change ur locations. Hahahaha !

Reynold brought along his new darling out last night. Haha !

MINMINNNNNNNNNN ! =D

We were actually thinking of where to go. Thus, ended ourselves up at Raiders for a round of Dota first =D

Sometimes, I rather find him super cute ok ! At times, I feel so much like struggling him. Arrghhh ~

Afterwhich, we went to Orchard Partyworld. Lijie & TzeXing tagged along too =D

Say Hellooooo to Tze xing =PppP Hahahaha.

The forever gay partners. LOL !

The forever loving lesbians. Hahahaha =D

How can we not smoke for the entire 4 hours ? We will die ! LOL =D

Yes, it's me again ! Me me me !! Hahaha =D

Anddddddddd ~ He's always like this when it comes to Jay's songs. Haha =D

Love love love love love =D Hahahaha !

With Lijie =D

And they went wild ~

Haha. The horny bastards. LOL !

We ended our singings at around 5am. Lijie went to look for his friends while the rest of us ride to MacDonalds at Amk for their breakfast.

At around 6.30am, we went home. We were so tired =(

My poor sis still has to work today. I dono how she's going to survive. Haha !

I love The Dominators =)

I love my Dar =D Haha !

2008-05-18T19:08:00.000+08:00

So my tagboard is flooded but is flooded with the same same people who is arguing over the issue of posting each other's unglam/ugly/sexy pictures. Hahaha =D

FUN CAN BODOH ! Hahahaha =D

AhJoy : Don have to. I will send it to you =D Hahahahahahah !

Kristine : Haha. C'mon ! Let's do it ~ Hahahaha =D

Angie : Haha =D I know u are great at this. Thank you very much Bestie. LOL =D And I saw ur long and sweet msg from her blog. I never know I mean so much to you ok. Hahaha =D Ok fine, u wan like that I very steady with you. Hahahah ! But I no balls. Sorry MAMA. LOL =D

Rebecca : Haha. I no balls ehs. LOL ! I send to you u post okay ? Hahahahahahhaha =D

Ah Joy : Haha. She's our boss. We her Gina. U see, go Bugis or CWP must call & inform her first before we for nothing give people wacked. Also dono why. Hahah ! Nil ~ Ask Ah Fu to bring u to the zoo. And when u saw the rabbits there, please remember to ask him to take pictures with them. Hahahah ! U relax larhs ~ Try it out man. Maybe he's ur eternity soul-mate. Wee-o-weet ~ Hahahahah =D

* Angie wants to be my mother. She wants to know where I'm going always & with who. Even my biological mum doesn't ask so much. Haha ! Hello Angie Mama =D Sucks my nipples Mama ! Hahahaha.*

2008-05-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

So I went many places with Long last night. Haha =D

Firstly, we headed to Cine to get movie tickets. Used our waiting hours to get down to Geylang to eat Tim Sum =D It's nice of cos. But about too ex cans !

While he's entering the streets, I saw many chickens. Chiobu sia =X Hahaa ! Anyway, saw a group of Chinas. Totally turn-off. These group of guys are quarreling dono-over-what-issue. But well, I supposed they just wanna seeked attentions from the chickens.

My cute cute long long lorhs ~ Haha =D

Our cute cute Minmin lorhs ~ Hahahahahaha =D Don't puke ok ! Haha.

Try the Tim Sum there ! It's at Geylang Lorong 8 =D Hahaha ! Boss is from China. So I wouldn't want to help them advertise further =X Haha. Bias ! YES I AM ! Hahaha.

Singaporeans ~ HUAT AR ! LOL =D Lame lame lame =PpPpPP

Afterwhich, we headed back to Cine to catch " Chocolate ". Nice nice =)

Show ended around 3am =( So early ! I had enough sleep that morning cans. Haha =D So my dear long long brought me round Singapore. Hahaha !

He said he will ride and whenever I feel like turning left or right, just inform him.

Eventually, we landed at Mount Faber. Haha !

You have to insert $1 to be able to view the scenery as the shutter of that will be opened for you. But we realised we were unable to as there was a $1 coin stucked in there. So he decided to earn that coin.

Oh Yes ! After a few attempts, we managed to get the coin out. YEAH !! We earn $1 =DD Hahahahahahahahahahahahah =D

Den we went round round round and round. Dono larhs ~ Haha =D Stationed ourselves at Thomson Prata House. My butt is tearing apart.

Went home after that. We were all torn out after the tiring night =) Nevetheless, I enjoyed myself to the max. You see, he always satisfied me =) Haha !

But I made him furious just now. Hehe =P I don't mean what I said anyway. U see, misscommunications. Hais ! =(

Didn't get a chance to meet up with Chumei & Reynold last night. The bitch went to bed at 9pm when I msged her. WTH ! Super early. I think she's abnormal. Hahahaha =D

I'm meeting the three-some later again. I supposed ? Ok please Reynold, go get the damn bike quick !

Oh hahaahha ! I remembered something again. * Shit. My post abit not in sequence. but whatever. * LongLong bought me a new helmet ! Haha =D He did not bought Evo but MGP. Same same as him lorhs ~ Haha =D

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH =D

My younger sister down with Chicken Pox. She is happy. Reason : She claimed she doesn't have to return to school. She fought with me just now. She wants to play Viwawa. Her sister very selfish. Her sister don wan to let her use her a/c. Hahahahah =D

This is what happened last night & till now.

Hahahahah ! Extrated from " What Happen In Vegas ". Minmin got her own version of " What Happen In Singapore ". LAME LAME LAME !

BYE ~

2008-05-17T12:27:00.001+08:00

Headed to meet the girls after work at Sim Lim.

Yeah ~ They're really fun-to-be-with especially Angie. Haha =D She's got so much to scold & grumbles. Haha ! Anyway, we did something fun last night. Can't help to stop laughing whenever I think of the incident. Hahahahahha !

Went to Amk to meet up with Chumei & Reynold. Long came down quite late but we managed to catch " What Happen In Vegas ". I think it's quite an good show to watch though 3/4 of the show I dozed off. Hahaha =P

Stay Tune Guys ! Have a long & nice weekends =D Haha.

2008-05-16T08:38:00.002+08:00

So did anyone manage to see Angie's sexy pose with her sexy pyjamas ? She bombed my phone last night while I'm getting to my dreamland soon.

Cute ? FUCK YOU BESTIE ! Hahahaha.

Eventually, I lanlan give her my password for my blogger and she remove the sexy pic of hers & wrote a msg below for me. Haha !

Wow ~ I didn't know she's so happy about it. Haha. Love you Angie ! Hahahahah =D

FUUCCCCKKKKKK ! Bestie super brilliant to come out with an extrordinary exchange with me. I bobian have to remove her stupid pic liaos larhs ! Arrghhh =D She treatens me with something that I don want her to do !! Arrghhhhhhhhh !!!!

2008-05-15T23:28:00.001+08:00

I'm back readers ! Hahaha =D

Well, brieftly blog what I done last weekend alright. Haha ! Cos now 11.30pm already, tml still have to work sial ! =(

Hong Kong Cafe with The Dominators last Saturday before catching a midnight show =)

As usual, we had tons & tons of laughters and funs being together. The bondage that we had can never be broken by anyone. I swear !

So now u know why we are called The Dominators ? Check us out ! Hahahahaa =D

Anyway, Sebas's been avoiding us for weeks. Simple. Cos he wants to spend time alone with his new " Gf " . LOL !

Finally after decades of weeks, Long & I got a new pics for ourselves. Hahaha =D Love u still as much as before.

And today, Reynold pass his Class 2B =) Congras bro ! It's like F-i-n-a-l-l-y ! Hahaha =D

15th May

Today after work, headed to Suntec City to meet Reynold & Chumei at Starbucks. Met Ah Joy later and we headed to Angie's house ~

She's sick. Very sick. Extremely sick with sore throats but I wonder, even with this sickness, she can really scold more vulgarities than any other days. Haha !

Bestie, u see ~ We so good. U sick we go ur house visit u with ur dono-what-cartoon pyjamas. Hahahahaha !

Had our dinner there too before we headed home. ALM had been on for like 4 years ? Haha =D I love the both of them =)

I snapped Angie with her sexy pyjamas. Alright, she's going to kill me ! Haha =D

SURPRISE !!!

SURPRISE UR HEAD LOR BESTIE. DON'T LET ME HAVE A UNGLAM PIC OF URS.
I SWEAR I FUCKING POST EVERY WHERE! IM SO ANGRY NOW.
I CURSE U LATE FOR WORK TMR LOL.
& I NEVER SEEN SUCHA BEST BEST BESTIE LIKE U BEFORE LOH!
I REALLY V ANGRY LIAO. U BETTET THINK WAYS TO MAKE ME NOT ANGRY!!!
THE HARD COPY IF EVER APPEARS ANYWHERE, I GIVE U DIE LOL.
DUN TRY ME LOH, I LATER BI BIN LOL!

* Ps * Someone mouth super big ~ Well, for what I know now, I will keep any small to big secrets to myself or ALM or The Dominators. Cos none others can be trusted. U know who u are =)

2008-05-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hi all, I'm quite bo liao larhs I know. But I still wanna participate in the contest by Nuffnang. Hahahaha !

My Favourite Family Routine !

I'm not much of a routine person. I am an airy head, spontaneous, impulsive person. I've come to enjoy our routines even though I'm not routine-oriented (if there's such a word. ) Haha !

Its really nice to look back and think about the memories gone by. Routine helps the memory process =P We had our routines ever since were young. We do have some moments that we can look back now and say "We used to do this...."

They always says that Sunday is a Family Day. But for my family, we had our Family Day on Saturday instead. Haha. Every Saturday afternoon is reserved for ourselves. We only has 3 members in my family as my dad left us long time ago. I can't feel any fathery love since young. My mum is a failure to all relationships. But this is fate. I believe in Karma. I curse guys who hurt my mum, and my members.

One of my most memorable family activities was a indoor night movie, a year ago ? Haha. My mother rent a DVD and bought a home theatre for us and we distribute the work loads like... My sis will print out movie tickets, soda coupons, popcorn coupons, and a candy coupons. Mother will buy those snacks. When it was almost time for the movie to start, Sis & I would go outside and ring the doorbell. Mother would answer the door and we had to give her our movie ticket to get in. Then we would go to the concession stand (the kitchen) and turn in our other tickets for the various treats. Following that we returned to the main theater (the living room) and we sat down. We were so thrilled by the neatness of the night .

To this day I hardly that it was on TV. I recall that neatness a whole lot more than I do what the movie was =D

My bf will tag along sometimes for our family outings. We need a man in the house ! Haha =D I'm glad he's always being so supportive and be there for us. Hahaha. Well, he's the main actor of it. LOL !

The Leader starts every meeting with compliments. So every Saturday when we 3 or 4 sit around each other, we each say a compliment about another family member. This is a nice way to show that we appreciate each other, and a good exercise to think about other family members and the good things they’ve done.

Proud to say, we appreciate each other very much. Mum sometimes will apologise to us about this broken family she caused. But we have never blame her before ! This is not what she wants too. She has been a noble mum to us & always pouring us every thing will make us feel happy. So who says that there's no father in the family will makes us depressed ? We just need a mum. We don't need a dad at all =)

Unlike others, we will celebrate Mother's Day 2 times each year. Haha. Wondering why ? Becos Father's day to us is also Mother's Day =D Hahaha !

We share the cosy room together. Every night, sis will sleep in the middle of the bed & we will hug each other. Most importantly, before we sleep, we will say " I love you " to each other. I felt so bliss with this family though it's just the 3 of us.

Whatever u do on Family Day, it's always about pouring every work loads aside & just enjoy the moments with family.

Anyway, everyday is a Family Day to me. I love my Family =)

Happy Laobu's Day ! I Love My Mummy =D

2008-05-10T16:13:00.000+08:00

I had an extremely good sleep last night. It's like oh-so-finally. Anyway, doubt u all will know what I'm trying to say. Forget it ~ Only The Dominators will know. Haha !

Serious alright. I never had sucha good sleep after so long. Happy for me okay readers ! Haha =D

Pic below is Celest (my colleague ) & I. U see, our department is really too free cans. But occasionally there're thousands of inbound calls. Alright, I'm exaggerating here. Haha !

After work planned to head stright to Chumei's shop for freeeeeeeee manicure =X Hahaha ! But her boss is there luh ! Haha =D So Nabillah & I went to Starbucks to help kill my time.

We talked like we have known each other for sooo long =) She's someone so nice to listen to other's sorrows and everything. Oh yeah ~ I found another Malay nice friend. Haha ! Happy for me again alright. Hahahaha =D

She herself also doesn't know she's able to share her sorrows with me too. Haha. * action larhs me * LOL ! Anyway, can u believe she has a 2 years old daughter already ? She has been suffering for these past years bringing up her. What a noble mum she is !

I hereby cursed all the bad guys to hell. They sucks ! Nabillah was shivering when she was telling me her life stories. I felt sorry for her yet promise her I'll always be there for her whenever she needs someone to talk to =) I promise alright lady !

Finally it's time to meet Chumei ! YEAHHHHHHHHH =D She fucking made me wait for the damn 1 hour as she needs to attend to a customer who has no brains. People close at 8.30pm, she comes at 8.15pm. Fuck ! =P

Santa Claus is here today ! Hahahahaha =D I received soverniers from Reynold who had just came back from Taiwan =) Grins *

All the members of The Dominators got the same soverniers. Unity u see ~ Hahahaha =D

Now u know why we can't be seperated ? Hahaha ! Cos The Dominators rocks ur world ! Hahahahaahahahahah =D

Chumei & I went to K pool before we met up with Reynold, Robin & Tzelong =) It's been sucha long time ever we last played billard & our skills was 2 thumbs down ! BOOOOOOOO.

Have u ever see a hairstylists working in a coffee shop ? Hahaha. I saw one last night. LOL !

Gathering with The Dominators tonight. I need to get sufficient sleep again now. I know we will be happy to see each other after 12 hours. Hahahahaha =D

Good Bye !

2008-05-08T16:29:00.000+08:00

This season is the time for happiness and cheer. But look through my eyes and you will see a tear.

My great great friends were there for me on Wednesday. Hahaha =D Apparantly, I wanted to take an MC and rest at home. Fadillah wanted a meet-up thus Tricia & I cabbed down to Bugis to meet up with her =D

Saw her face ? Feel like wacking her ? Please do ~ Hahaha =D

Saw my face ? Feel like wacking me ? Please don't ~ Hahahaha =D

Waited for Fadillah & her beloved bf to take their stroll to meet us. Damn it ! Hahahah =D Headed to Bugis street to walk around. Bought outfits for weekends. Oh yeah ! I don have to think what to wear in case I'm going out =X

Saw my princess ? I love her man ! =D

Headed to Starbucks to chill it on man ~ Hahahaha =D Taufiq & Tricia super clown cans. Cos we were sitting initially at a non-smoking area. So when there's a seat at a smoking area, both of them hurried there. Kaisu Singaporeans ! Hahahaha =D

Before u continue strolling down, please be prepare for Miss Fadillah most sexy pose ! Hahahaha =D

Scary sial ! Hahahaha =D

The three-some. BFF ! Love Fadillah only =) Not her bf. Hahaha !

Aftermath, Tricia gave a wonderful idea that makes me think of my secondary school lifes ~ Guess what ?

NEO PRINTS ! Hahahahaa. Omg ~ It's like decades of years ago since I last took neo prints cans =D True ? I think so. Can't really remember. Haha.

Well, my dear lady has scanned the neoprints already. But the resolutions sucks. I rather I scanned it myself, when I have the time =X Hahahah ! She's going to kill me for saying this. Haha =D

Made a fool out of ourselves. Too excited already. Hahaha =D You guys might be thinking I'm exaggerating. NO ! NOT AT ALL !

Go try taking neoprints & share with me ur feelings =D Haha ! Lame ~ Don't do this alright. I'm just kidding. Haha =D

Hannar hannar ~ I act cute larhs. Whatever u call the trend is ~ LOL !

My dear Tricia said she loves this pic to the max max max maximum ! Hahaha =D I dono why ~ Lightings ? Alright ~ Hahaha.

Anyway, thanks for the wonderful day =) I love you Tri ! Don't cry okay ~ Hahahaha =D Anyway, I will definetly spread my sore eyes to you =PpPp

This morning I went to visit my sister. Yeah ! It's a face-to-face visit. So when I'm strolling to her cubicle, I realise I saw so many familiar faces inside. But we aren't supposed to talk to them =( Fucking sad !

Anyway, I'm so happy to visit her =) She'll be releasing on end of October 2009. I hope time passes quickly ! =D

" Still love here love there. Don't step yi ge break larhs ~ " LOL ! Extracted from Sebas. Hahahaha =D

The words that I speak are never to be heard,
And all I want from you is your promising word.

No one ever listens to a word that I say,
All I need is for someone to point me into the traveling way.

Having no one to talk to makes the anger build within,
So I think hard and loud knowing I need to raise my chin.

I fight with myself all the time,
Wanting to do something but knowing it's a crime.

I just want all this anger within me to just come out,
I have this huge urge just to shout.

I just want to release the real me from being hidden within,
Sometimes I think all the things I do are a sin.

Please help release the me hidden within. I'm getting insane !

2008-05-07T13:41:00.000+08:00

Eunicey : Hahaha. Ya larhs ! U know den good okay =D Ring me ring me ring me up !

Isabelle : LOL ! Have u turned mad after photoshoots ? LOL =D Love you lar darling !

Ur Bloggie Fan : Thanks for ya concern. Haha =D Very complicating ! Stress ~

Keng : Haha. Finally =D Don't MIA again ! Ur pics sibei sexy cans. LOL ! Lao zup lorhs ~ Hahahha =D

Anne : Haha. Almost $200 =) Cos I go every month, the person keep asking me to add on & on. So yay ~

2008-05-07T13:23:00.000+08:00

You can be shit faced,
Shit out of luck,
Or have shit for brains.
With a little effort, you can get your shit together,
Find a place for your shit
Or decide to shit or get off the pot.
You can smoke shit,
Buy shit, sell shit,
Lose shit, find shit,
Forget shit,
And tell others to eat shit and die.

Saturday went out with Reb & Tricia for awhile. I'm glad to see Tricia again =D Yeah ~ But she very GL nowadays. She wants to shit on my head. She has wings to fly already. She's too rude now ! I wanna slap her later. Hahahahahah =D

This is Rebecca & not Tricia. The worst & craziest woman u can find on earth. She will tear ur house down.There are lucky shits, She has many shits too like dumb shits, crazy shits and sweet shits. If u believe me. Hahahaha. Cos these are all bull shit.

Next ~ On Sunday I met up with Joy at Yishun. She wanna get shit for dinner. So we headed to 925. Coincidentally saw Joyce. She wants to smoke with me but sat a table away from me. Please ask her why. This is nonsense shit ! Hahahaha =D

No pictures with Joy cos she's busy eating & we're busy bitching. She can have too much shit to share about. Not enough shit to entertain others but only me ! Hahahah =D The right shit, the wrong shit or a lot of weird shit.

LOL =D

Pic below is taken by my younger sister on Saturday while I was preparing to meet up with my 2 ladies. This is totally chicken shit.

I went work as usual on Monday & Tuesday. My Rosalind mum was another shit. You can find yourself in deep shit if u provoke her or be happier than a pig in shit. Yeah ~ This is my favourite person at work =P

Wondering how's the realtionship between Tzelong & I. I have a mountain of shit found myself up shit creek without a paddle. I eventually realise that everything I touch turns to shit but there're also times I fall in a bucket of shit and come out smelling like a rose.

It's really very complicating. I was told not to tortore myself cos I realise that once I know my shit, I don't need to know anything else ! You can continue wondering how're the both of us, if u give a shit.

Stay Tune Readers =D

2008-05-03T14:31:00.000+08:00

Thursday

Met up with Rebecca & we are down to City Plaza. Haha =D She got herself extensions also & seriously looks uber pretty with her new hair. Haha !

Long hair girl now sial ~ Aisei =P Haha !

Aftermath, we went down to Bugis. Strolled aimlessly there & went to Amk to meet up with Chumei.

Wanted to get my new pair of contact lenses but non of the optical shops there are selling Magic Black brand. Super pissed !

Took a bus down to Upper Thomson Prata House to have our dinner. We super chill larhs ! Haha =D I know Chumei loves dating with me cos I'm enjoying my time with her. Hahahah =D

Been so long we both went on dates. Haha ! Cos most of time is either I'm free but she's not OR someone will tagged along beside the both of us. So yay ~ Anyway, just the 2 of us going out didn't bored any of us out.

A shoulder that I know I can always lean on. I love her =)

Friday

As usual we headed to work. Time flies quite fast today as we were celebrating Wall Of Fame today.

I love the girls & congras to Nabillah who won the Best Themed Dress in female catogery. Yeah ! =D

Met up with Chumei again. We caught Iron Man at 12.30am ! We seriously dono what to do for the 3 hours before the show. Thus tried very hard in slowing down our every steps when strolling around. LOL !

My dear sis wanted Long John for dinner. But was left with fries to be served. She wanted MacDonalds so much but there were no more seats avaiable. Thus, we ended up at MOS burger. Poor sis ! Hahahah =D She has been eating that fast food almost everyday. LOL !

Yay ~ Look at her face. Obviously she's sick & tired of it. LOL !

Slacked outside Cathay. We talked alot ! Haha =D From dono which year till now. LOL =D

Yes. I realised she's been through ups & downs with me these few years, never having the intention to leave me alone even though I disappoint her in many ways.

Happy to say, we trust no one except each other. There are many friends around us for sure. But there'll always be the one & only girlfriend who we ourself knows that she will never be replaced by anyone.

Oh ya ! Iron man is awesome. Only that some Malays who're trying to be clowns in the theatre, kicking Chumei's seat purposely ( i supposed ).

The show quite lengthy. We finshed watching at around 3am. Can't wait to get home to sleep. Hahaha =D

She wants steamboat tonight. Let's fulfull her wish ! Hahaha =D I love you Sis. Thanks for always being there for me =)

2008-05-01T09:36:00.000+08:00

I had awesome day working in the morning & afternoon, awesome evening spent with my colleagues & awesome night spent with Chumei ! =D

Mum was snapping with me when I'm on the line with a customer & I can't help but laugh. I didn't pay much attention to what he's trying to tell me but kept laughing. And u know what ! I have totally forgotten to mute the call. LOL !

Customer : Why are u so happy today ?

Minmin : ( relunctantly ) Oh, hi sir ! I was happy to hear ur voice again. ( when I'm so irritated to hear it. ) Haha.

I dono how she got to come with this expression. Find it rather interesting. LOL =D I swear Mum gonna kill me if she knows I post this in blog.

After work, 3 of us headed to Seoul Garden at Bugis. They can really eat alright. No doubts cos Rosalind mum is pregnant again ~ Haha =D So she tends to eat more to feed her invisible one. LOL !

My dearest Team-leader.

And me ! Hahahaha =D I know this is ugly. Don't remind me.

I only ate for about half an hour & I'm full ! LOL =D Waste money only. Anyway, it doesn't matter. Haha !

Mum & I =D

SGX ! Please vote for us for the best team again ! We wanna win the voucher to go Crystal Jade ! Please please please. Hahahhahahahah =D

Afterwhich, I met up with my dear Chumei =D I was so happy cans ! Hahaha =D Headed to Bugis to shop but nothing nice seems to attract our eyes. Roars *

Trained down to Cine to catch The Hottie & the Nottie. Not bad larhs the show. Hahahaha =D Only the beginning part quite disgusting. Haha =D Imagine an infected toe nail dropped into ya mouth. Omgggggg ! LOL =D

No pics was taken with Sis. But anyway, I enjoyed our romantic date last night. I'm too high that I wanna fuck her soon. LOL !

Bye.

2008-04-29T09:38:00.001+08:00

Sunday was spent at Cuifen's condo. We went there for a swim =D I love the sun sun sun sun sun ! We even went to the Sauna. Awesome =)

Nothing much to blog. The girls were great to accompany me for a swim when initially, they felt like going ECP to ride bicycle.

Nowadays we so energetic. Haha ! We all loves outdoor sports nowadays. Dono why ~ Hahahah =D

Tml will be having sumptous dinner with my collegues from SGX as we won the best team last month with a voucher of $100 which we haven't had the time to spend it. Haha.

Most probably heading to Seoul Garden. Thinking of it, I'm sooo high larhs ! Haha.

I will not be seeing my young mummy babe today cos I'm on MC =( I miss her man ! She never fails to make me laugh. Remember her with her Secret Victoria bag ? Haha. I shall pester her to get one for me. As if ... LOL !

I miss him so much =(

2008-04-27T10:20:00.000+08:00

It's not difficult to make a woman happy.

Give me lots of attention, but expect little yourself. Give me lots of time, especially time for myself. Give me lots of space & never worrying about where I go. Isn't all these about trust ?

If we have these in the first place, I doubt we will be ending in this state.

I went Bugis with Rosalind mum on Thursday. She treated me Sakae Sushi. Haha. How nice my god mum can be ? Loves !

I acc Rebecca home on Friday after work. Met Angie & down to Cine to have dinner. She's crazy & wild. I love bring with her cos her words & actions will always make me laugh. LOL =D

Anyway, Alicia was there too. The girls were great seriously =) And and and , we met Joy for a little while. I miss her luhh !

Bestie, whatever obstacles u're going through now, remember I'm always here for you. Love you tons !

I went out with Mummy on Saturday. Persuaded her to get me a new phone cos my current phone sucks to the core.

She promised she will buy me one on 26th May ( when my contract ends ). Love mummy !

Oh btw, have u seen my mum before ? Hahaha ! I happen to browse through my pictures folder & saw the pic taken with Mummy on Prom night years back ! Hehs =D

Many says mummy looks like my sister instead of my mother. Which means it's either I look old & she still looking good or she looks young but I'm still young. Confused ? Arrghh ~ Dono how to put in words. Haha. I hope it would be the latter one if anyone will to make this judgement. Haha !

My dear sister told me she's sad on 26th April. Reasons : Today is Reynold & her 5th Year Anniversary & coincidentally, her grandpa passed away.

Sis, I know how u feel. Be strong like how u always tell me. Anything please please ring me up. I promised to meet u up to shop around, shop till u get more things than me ( if it's really like this, it'll be like finally ! haha ) alright ? I love you & will always be here for you. =)

Deepest Condolences To Chumei's Grandpa.

Happy 5th Year Anniversary to Chumei & Reynold. Can u guys imagine ? 5 years !

I love all the members of The Dominators ! =D

2008-04-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

Been some time I last updated. LOL !

Last Sunday was awesome ! Went Partyworld with Chumei & we were back to my house. She stayed over night at my house that day. It's always so nice to have her around.

Cooked noodles for her to eat ok ! She never hug me to sleep ! =( Hahahaha =D Love you tons sis !

Anyway, Rebecca was crazy last night. She's very very crazy !

Crazy over a guy that nearly caused her to break down.

Crazy over a guy whom she can move on without him.

Whatever we told her, she seems to have totally forgotten ! * Speechless *

I hope 2nd May will brighten her life =D Ha Le Lu Ya ~ Praise the lord !

2008-04-19T14:10:00.000+08:00

Serene : Thanks partner =) See u soon !

Passer to S.Y.U : Thanks so much for the help =) Appreciated alot ! Serious =D Muacks !

Bibimei : Sis, u relax larhs ! haha =D I love u man. You're always there for me. Hehe =) Tzelong kanna high fever sial ! Anyway, I wanna see u soon alright. Love you many many, extremely much ! Muacks =D

Jiahui : Thanks sweet =) U've blog ?

Fen : Thanks girl. See u soon alright ! Miss u tons.

Angie : Yeah. Thanks Bestie. U're my one & only Bestie ! =D

YuanYi : LOL ! U arhs ! Always say me when u're den the one who's pretty =) See u soon. Muacks !

Joyce : Haha. Come my house smoke larhs. Hahaha ! I underage cannot smoke outside. Wait Kanna caught. LOL =X U reach Chong Pang call me. Hahahahahah ! Miss you.

Yr Blog Fan : Hey, thanks so much there =) Will heed ur advice for sure. Anyway, soft rebonding will help hair grow faster ? I wanna take out my extension soon. It's becoming an irritating thing to my hair! Haha =D

Ling'er : Aww ~ We that time still say wanna enrol together, get into it together =( Anyway, I will definetly meet u up soon sweetie. Now pok already arhs ! Haha =D Mauck muack.

Rine : Thanks Boss cum supplier. Haha. Miss & love yar =D

Samantha* : Haha. R u Miss-Sammy ? LOL ! I've got 2 Samantha(s). Hahaa =D

Meilee : U always lost my number one ! Roars *

Shihui : Thanks Darling. Love u tons !

Samantha : Thanks love. See u around or meet me up soon ! Muacks.

Rebecca : Haha. Thanks for what ! I love you =) So be strong & don't make us cry again ! It's really so heart aching cans !

2008-04-19T13:19:00.001+08:00

What are friends to you ?

I had wonderful lunch time with my collegues. Haha ! The girls are so horny ! Hahahaha =D This is Nabilla. Yeah ~ I seldom have Malay friends but she kinda melted my heart when she goes wild with me ! Haha =D

I'm so much in love with her " Victoria Secret " bag ~ * Eyes rolling * She action pehpeh only larhs ! Haha. Anyway, she's humble & will always says, " Don't tell me anything about branded stuffs. Cos I'm a cheap cheap person. " Hahahaa !

We always have so much fun working together ! =)

After work, Reb & I headed to meet Kristine & Tricia. Off to Partyworld ! Let'sssssssssssssss wilddddddd mannnnnn ! =D

The girls sang like a diva. I felt like an idoit when I sings cos my singing sucks =X Haha !

I had the most snaps done with Kristine Babe. She never fails to mark my day with her nonsense & vulgarities. Haha =P

Right from the start, our dear singer was singing all the way. She wants to be the next Stephanie Sun =X Hahaha ! *extrated from someone who was caught in an embarrasing scene * LOL ! Well, I think only the girls know what I'm trying to say. Haha.

Tricia ! Love love =D

Don't forget MINMIN can ? Hahaha !

4 hours of singing will be bored if we don't snap & just purely singing all the way. Excluding Rebecca, Tricia volunteered, I mean... was forced to be the photographer for some nonsensical pictures. Haha !

Krisitne likes to disturb only ! Hahahaa =D Can someone teach her some manners & just fcuk her ? LOL =X

I was drinking Tzelong's favourite drink whenever he visits Partyworld......... Blue Lagoon =)*=(

Rebecca siao siao one lorhs ! Haha. Awhile emo, while ki siao. Dono what's the real her on that night. Hahaha ! So when she's happy, I took a snap with her.

But when she's emo, I did something that ended up scolded =( Hahahaha !

Went to snap a pic from her pic & set it as the wallpaper of her hp. LOL ! Well, I thought this may help her forget all those unhappiness with her past realtionship & just purely think of me. Haha !

It did not help at all ! Not a single bit ! Hahaha =D I was reprimanded by her =( Hahahahahaha =PpPp

* Back to pictures *

2 crazy bitches. LOL =X

Minmin & Tricia =) Hehehe !

I love you my dear lady =)

And most of the remaining pics are with Kristine. Snapping will always be fun whenever she's around ! Haha =D

I'm glad she has moves on with life despite all the hurtful things that are against her by some bad guys. LOL !

I'm glad she didn't said that she wants to return home back for dinner that night. Cos she always do this. LOL =X

I'm glad that she found LIM that somehow, brightens her life. Haha.

I'm also glad she met with a new guy that might be her perfect soul mate ! Hahahahaha =D

There's a picture I will definetly wants to post it up. Hahaha ! Though I know I will be scolded by her again ~ LOL =D

Wow ! What a potential Sun Silk Model. LOL ! So natural ~ Hahahaha =D

Before I end this post, will like to thanks the girls who had been so fun-to-be-with. I will definetly want more meet ups with them =) Thanks ladies. I love all of you !

2008-04-16T17:05:00.000+08:00

Ng Tze Long.

That night was a night of cold war, a night full of devasting moments =*(

Right now, I'm asking the helper of sadness to remove all the unexpressed sadness stored in my heart.

As the heart began to appear, I saw cleaners with mops and brooms all over it, inside and out. I zoomed in on something inside, behind bars in a jail-like cell. The helper of sadness totally unable to help. I asked what this was about and I began to see that it was caged in by anger. I could hear that I was not to be angry or express my anger.

I could see that what is blocking the helper of sadness is that I have confused it with the helper of Anger.

All of these were lodged in my heart. I had taken in their anger toward me and put it into my heart. I watched these play out on a screen then turn into doves that were released through my heart out into the sky. They were not my anger in the first place, and I had held onto it, unknowingly, not knowing what to do with it =(

I decided to look for the cleansing helper to continue to clean these obstructions out of my heart. And I wish the next moment to get a helper of transformer to remove the obstacles at the level of consciousness.

It didn't help either. I am so sad people !

I was incredibly sad this morning when I woke up. I did not attend work. It took away all my appetite & morality. Nothing motivated me to get me out of bed though I know we cannot mixed up personal matters with work.

Till den, I realise everything was standing so tall & strong previously all becos of you. Now u're gone, though not far away from me, but I can feel the painfulness & sorrows captured in ur heart. I did not want to hurt u emotionally any further. It's so heart-aching to see u in this state.

You have never been out of my mind, not even a single second.

I'm hugging this toy u bought for me, remembering that u caught it for me & surprisely, u caught 2 without any diffuclties. All the sweet moments throughout our relationships just flashes through.

When I look at the pictures, my heart skips. A lifetime of tears wasted on something I knew I could never have again. My heart was taken by you since 10 months ago.

As part of you has grown in me, together forever shall we be. Never apart maybe in distance, but not in heart. I know we can never go back to our old-self. The sweet-to-be, sweet-always-will-be moments.

Moments when we were giggling all the way makes my heart rip. I know the way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost. I seriously understand all these. Am I not up to ur worthy, boy ?

If this is goodbye, don't come back. If this is the end, please don't wake me up again. You broke me with all ur words & actions. I know I couldn't give u the simplest thing that u wanted & resulted me in breaking ur heart.

This better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. But everything is so unbearable. Am I supposed to just simply give u up like this when I know that I can overcome the phobia ?

But Boy, can u wait for this time to arrive ? U have waited for so long. Am I supposed to continue being so selfish to keep u waiting ?

Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before. I can't erase u off my mind. I told myself that u'll be the last man that I'm gonna love. My heart longs for you & my soul dies for you.

My eyes will always cry for you & my empty arms will always reach out for you like how we were in the picture. You're just so irreplacable.

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody. But I surely hate it more to see the one I love stays unhappily with me.

I had a dream last night about you. I smiled & recalled the memories we had but to noticed that a tear fell from my eyes.

You Know why ?

Cos in my dream you kissed me and said " Goodbye my precious girl. I can't wait any longer... I know I can find someone better... "

I am never alone when u're with me.

I've convinced everyone else that I don't like you and that I don't want you anymore. Now all I need to do is convince myself. But I can't do it Boy.

Tell me am I so selfish ? Despite all these, remember, I still love u deeply & u still stand a big place in my heart.

Don't bid goodbye to me if u can =( Please ?

2008-04-16T16:27:00.000+08:00

Sunday

This moment was so precious & memorable. Baby brought me to Yishun stadium to catch a soccer match, SAF vs Super Reds. I had tremendous fun yelling at the players & critising the referee. Haha !

Well, this group of supporters are from Super Reds ! YEAH ! I'm supporting this group anyway =D

And this group are the supporters of SAF. Lalala ! Hahahaha.

So the most exciting part came. When Baby & I were about to give up on Super Reds as the both team had a draw for the last 1 min, Super Red scored the last goal that gave them the victory !

I was jumping like a monkey in the stadium. * have u seen a monkey in a stadium before ? Haha. Me lor ~ LOL ! * We were soooooo happy. Becos we won the bet which means, we have extra income ! Hahaha !

Omg ! It was last the last 5 sec when Super Red scored. Hip Hip Hurray Super Reds ! Haha =D

Monday

Went work as usual. But tonight was nothing but a heart breaking night between bf & I. Even if I don't elaborate further, u guys should expect what happened next.

Sad.

Tuesday

Went CDP to work. I was so lost & felt so empty when msgs from Tzelong wasn't appearing in my phone. It's like something had gone missing.

Nothing much. I dono what to say. I just miss him so much now =(

2008-04-12T10:40:00.000+08:00

Hello =)

I am not happy.

Byebye =)

2008-04-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

Meilee : Haha. U say one arhs ! Miss u bloody much =(

Kristine : Ya lorhs. Angry girl lor. Bitch lor she ! Hope her next life no pehpeh. Hahahah =D U cheer up okay? I know u did it ! haha =D Love u.

Passerby : Haha. Yeah =( Apparantly, my hair grew long last year. But I went for perming and was all spoilt. So cut again. U serious ? What brand is that ? Nil ~ Doesn't really feel anything.

Tricia : Haha. Ya. True lehs. Hahahahah =D Cos some moron dono how to read English. So no choice, have to post those for her. Hope she understand better than reading. Hahahah =D I miss u too !

Passerby2 : Haha. Alright. Noted =) Didn't realise it anyway

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Meilee : Haha. Relax relax. Don't think it's a spam. Anyway, thanks thanks too. Love u man !

Rine : LOL ! U're confusing me. So u miss me or not ? Hahahahaha. Money gave u already uhh ! No discount lorhs Boss ! I'm ur regular customer lehs. Hahahaha.

A : Hi there =) It's at City Plaza. Level 2 - Angel Xin =) I need about 120 strands. $1 per strand.

Yr blog fan : Haha. Thanks there =) But I just cut my fringe. So ugly ! Anyway, ur tag made me smile seriously. Haha =D

2008-04-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

When did we last chatted ?

Sunday :

Happy 10 months to my dearest boy. I love you super much =)

Went to Woodlands Centre to alter my dresses. It's cheap =) Haha ! Very budget nowadays. LOL =D

But we were caught under the rain. We were all drenched. The raindrops falling on u is so painful !

Monday :

It's not nice to return to work. Rebecca was on her MC. Angie is missing for like, a week or so ? =( Bestie ! Please come back =( I miss u badly.

Had lunch with Angel. I'm so happy to see her again after 2 weeks ? Haha !

Can't resist myself from kissing her =P

Tuesday :

Reb is back =) Yeahyeah ! After work, both of us headed down to Bugis to meet up with Kristine, Tricia & Cui Fen =D I'm soooooooooooooo fcuking happy to see my dear girls again !

Well, Kristine edited this pic. Thanks babe =) I wanna meet u up soon again !

This pic not taken yesterday =P Haha ! Anyway, post only larhs ! LOL =D I Love Reb !

She's a full-time clown ! Hahahahahha =P

No pics with Tricia & Cui Fen =( We always have next time yeah ?

Wednesday :

Went lunch with Joey & Rebecca today =) Trust me ! Joey's the best HR u can ever met unless others......................................................... BOO !

I love the working environment there. But I dislike a woman there. Ya, an indian woman. FUCK YOU ! Trying to be a pretender there, as if nothing happen. Act so sat sat ! For what fuck man ? What so big to act around ? * Faint *

Whatever the trend is larhs uhh ! Hahahaha =D I know Love ( Angel ) loves hearing this. LOL =D

Life is boring boring , so boring =( Besides chilling & working on weekdays, what else can we do ? I read through blogs after blogs, everyone seems so happy but their activities seems the same like what I'm going through. I think the problem lies on me instead.

Baby got to stay in for 2 months starting from 21st April. I'm sure I wouldn't get used to it. He's by my side every single day without fail. For 2 weeks, he's not allowed to book out =(

That's life. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh *

* PS * Chumei, I miss u badly too =) Don't think u're forgotten cos u're the best sister I have. Less meet-ups doesn't gonna affect us. Cos I know u love me as much as I do. Haha =D

2008-04-05T12:37:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was spent with Rebecca & Tricia. I love hanging out with them. We got so much to say, so much to laugh, so much to tease about. Haha =D

Tricia has always been an uber nice lady to acc me to whereever I wanna go =) Haha ! She met me in the early afternoon & we headed down to City Plaza to have my extensions re-done. She didn't complain nor grumble of the long waiting hours.

Oh Yes ! Thanks sweetie =D

You guys should know the queue for hair extension is always very long. Roars * Cheap is a factor why we love to travel there despite the long jouney. Well, the hairdresser there are friendly & sociable too =D

So a staff there removed every single extension for me as I particularly wanted a hairdresser there to do for me. LOL ! I hope I didn't offended them in any ways. Haha =P

My hair really grows extremely slowly. Arrrghh =( Any one will recommend any shampoo for fast hair growing ? Tag me ! Hahahahah =D I need it urgently ! LOL.

Returned after a stick ......

Rebecca came down to meet us after her work. Her cab fare cost her a bomb. Sad for her =D Hahahaha !

Dined in at Arnold's Chicken blablabla ( can't really remember the name of the restaurant ). We love the food there =D

It's cheap. It's delicious. How can u miss these food from here ?!

Decided to head to PlazaSingapura as I wanna get a bag from M)phosis. Laziness overwhelmed us. We decided to wait till 8pm ( no more extra chrage ! =D ) & waved a cab there.

Thus, we started snapping again. Chatted about some childish stuffs some ladies wanna play with. I don't understand these humans -_-" Oh ya ! Who am I referring ? Did I mention names accidentally ? Hahahaha !

Angry Faces For You =P Probably it doesn't resembles angriness at all but yeah ~ Post only larhs ! Hahahaha =D

Apparantly, we seriously do not want to be involve in any quarrelings with some kiddish. Oh No, some doggies. Well, they want us to bark along with them. Why the earth they want this when their barkings are so loud already ?

Please explain.

* Back to topic *

I was so confused whether to get the bag from M)phosis or not. It's just a simple black tote bag but cost $49.30. Must well get the RL bag online which cost 70bucks correct ?

So stress So confused =( Eventually, I still bought it. Hahaha ! I'm afraid of online sellers. U never know whether they are trustable or not.

Afterwhich, we stationed ourselves at Starbucks. Ok, smoke !

Oh Ya ! I've forgotten to mention that I bought our 10months anniversary pressi. Haha =D I kinda love the card I found. The receiver actually have to scrap the card in order to see whats written for him below.

Doubt anyone will understand what I'm trying to say. I must admit I'm poor at defining things. Haha !

Wait a minute ! I'm 100% confirmed that my english is definetly so much better than someone. Aww ~ ( for eg a sentence extrated from her : if u nt happy abt anyting anyone blog out... den short and simple don view lar... )

You understand what she's trying to say ? YES ! I totally understand what she's trying to talk about......... like.................. after a few times of reading the sentence again & again ?

Aww ! Let's not be childish with them. I seriously do not have any intention of opening an English lesson right here in my blog. I have no intention of laughing or giggling away other's english. Freedom Of Speech ! I totally understand this. But dono why, I'm against her lehs ! Haha =D

Reason : She post my name big in her blog ! Haha. Afraid that others might not know me. Thanks arhs JIEJIE =X * Faint *

* Back To Topic *

Took a cab back to Baby's house. Passed him the pressi. He was delighted.

Bye =D

2008-04-03T12:10:00.000+08:00

Replys To Tags :

Rebecca : Impatient lady uhh ! U try come blog this within 1/2 hours. I give u $100. LOL ! Hahahaha =D See ya tml. Muacks =)

Miki : Haha. Sure =D Loves.

Xuan : Thanks thanks =D

Ah Joy : Don't mention. U're my best darling too =D Muacks !

Meilee : Yeah =D Thanks sweet. Meet me up lehs ! Hahaha =D Muacks.

Passerby : Have yet to discuss this. But if we have it, will definetly inform you =)

Bibimei : THanks thanks =D Muacks ~ Love yar too.

Angel : Hahaha ! U bu shuang don say miss me larhs. LOL =D Kidding * Muacks !

2008-04-03T12:08:00.001+08:00

Hey people ! I'm back back back to Singapore =) Haha =D Did all of u miss me ? LOL =D

Tioman is simply a holiday paradise. I dono where to start from. There's so much to say. But I was so furious of myself that I had forgotten to bring along my digital camera's battery charger. Roars * Thus, on the second day it was dying sooner or later. I'm so so so angry of myself !

It brought me a sense of excitement and mystery and we're all enchanted by the picturesque beauty of this tropical paradise. Populated by friendly villagers who live an unhurried lifestyle, Tioman Island has a way of making your troubles seem like a thousand miles away. And yes ! I'm glad to say I did it =)

As what my lovely Angel sent me : Bring ur unhappiness to Tioman & come back with smiles & happiness. I totally agree with this =) Thanks love !

DAY 1 :

I didn't slept the night before. I'm so excited for this trip. Haha =D Cabbed down to bf's cousin's bf's place & waited for the rest to arrive. Total number of attendees : 9 !

WOW =) I knew it's gonna be fun despite being the youngest there. Haha ! There were all adults but the way they communicate with us defientely makes us laugh every time they open their mouth. Haha =D

This uncle below is super hilarous. Everyone calls him Mr Kaisu cum Mr Glutton =D Haha. Cute right ? LOL ! Can't believe he's actually a father of 4 ! LOL =D

The moment we arrived at Mersing in JB ( we had to take a ferry from here in order to destinate ourselves at Tioman ), we started snapping. LOL =D

Baby & I ! Our first trip together =D

Baby asked : " I hope this fishing trip won't bored you. "

I hugged & replied him : " Definetly not. This is our first trip together. I'll love to enjoy myself no matter what. "

Yes ! We smiled with our hearts into the camera. We'll want this to be a memorable one =)

Had snaps with Baby's cousin too. She's wild, she's crazy & I love her ! =D She took care of me throughout the whole trip. Thanks sis =)

I didn't know she loves snapping so much too. Haha !

We arrived too early at the Jetty. Thus, we stationed ourselves at a modern cafe beside the Jetty.

Ordered Iced Coffee & Iced Mocha. Sucks. LOL !

We snapped all the way. Now u guys know why my digital camera went flat so fast. Haha ! Unneccessary pics are more than necessary ones. WTH !

OH YEAH OH YEAH ! We waited for nearly 3 hours & finally it's high tide. Ferry arrived & we can't wait to hop into it. Well, both Sis & I got sea sick that we feel so much like puking on the way there. Haha =P

Baby & I in the ferry.

Can't wait to be landed on Tioman Island ! But the journey was an hour. So yay ~

I tried to avoid taking pictures of 3. But Baby & Sis kept assuring me that the myth of it is totally a myth. So well, I trusted them. Haha =D

Had a stick whie waiting for the ferry to start moving. Pictures again ! Haha =D

After an hour..........................

YES ! We finally arrived Tioman Island =D We were all so delighted ! Can u see the sea ? It's so clear & clean unlike Singapore's. Haha !

WELCOME TO TIOMAN ISLAND !

This is the kampong house we stayed in for the 3 nights. Haha =D At first I felt so disgusted cos I didn't like Kampong environment. As days goes by, I simply love the carefree & friendly Kampong peoples there =) * Grins *

Headed to the canteen for lunch. Everywhere around there are simply so awesome ! Omg !

Afterwhich, we travelled for dono how many km to arrive at the Waterfall ! On the way there, saw some interesting animals. Haha ! GooOoossEee !

This long monitor lizard actually passed by us, scurrying about their daily business. I was totally freaked when I saw this. WOW ! I'm glad it didn't attacked me for snapping a pic of him. Haha !

Carry on with our moutain climbing. Haha ! There are several jungle tracks , following the power lines, which connect the Kampongs. The journey to the waterfall by foot was around 45mins. Oh My Goodness ! My legs were all crumped =(

Our sweats can be compared to the waterfall. Haha =P Alright, u all should know I'm exaggerating over here. Pardon me ! Hahahahahah =P

OMG OMG OMG OMG ! We finally arrived ! Just couldn't wait to jump into it. Haha =D

We were all sweating & sweating & sweating. Just look at my bf. U will be able to know how exhausted we were from the sweats. Haha !

Well, still not clear enough ? Alright, another exhausting pic for you. LOL !

Sis & I can't resist ourselves but to keep snapping. Baby wanted so much to stop all these as he can't wait to jump into the water. Relax larhs ! Haha =D

Well, we didn't let him off that easily. Someone had to be the photographer u see ! LOL =D

It's time to play ! Hahahaha =D

The water was so freaking cold like ice cude cans ! But it was nice after a long tiring walk up here. So Baby wanted to join in asap with the guys after being held up to be a photgrapher for so long. Well, the rocks were slipperly. We just had to pray hard he doesn't fall =X

Firstly.... "lalalalalalalalaas~ "

Secondly...... " Here I come ! On ur mark, Get Set ..................... "

Hip Hip Hurray ! Hip Hip Hurray !

As I was snapping Baby, I saw this humorous Uncle doing this :

Hahahahahaha !

* Camera back to Baby *

The current is super duper strong !

" Haha ! Snap me lehs ! LOL =D "

Minmin : Dar, don PS me lehs. COme Come ! LOL =D

After an hour or so at the waterfall, we decided to head back to our bungs. Hehs * Goodbye Waterfall =( We gonna miss you !

On our way back, we saw this huge tank. Can't wait to have a snap with this special non-living thing. Haha !

And now, Baby & I =D

Another 45mins walk back =( Up & down up & down. Roars * Baby volunteered to piggy back me. Haha ! So nice of him =) Muack Muack. LOL !

Settled ourselves down & had our dinner after our bath & we're ready to set off to the ocean ! Fishing in the night =D Have u experience this before ? It's simply awesome !

But wait a minute. Presenting Ah Neh to you ! LOL =D

This monkey, no ! All the monkeys there hate woman. So if woman is to pass by them, they will pick up sticks & stones to throw at u. WTF ! I was totally freaked off when I walked pass it & didn't know this theory before hand.

Naughty Monkey ! Hahahahaha =D

Well, fishing time !

Seems so professional uhh ! Hahaha =D

We were enjoying the cool breeze initially.

But ended up like this in the boat half an hour later ~ LOL ! Seriously very unglam I know. The boat rocks so much, I feel like puking so much !

DAY 2 :

We woke up early again this morning. Had our breakfast & we're ready to set off to the sea again ! Hahahaha =D

Day 2 is basically on snorkelling. We went to the middle of the ocean which they called it Tioman Marine Park where we get to explore the coliurful corals & marine life.

I wanna be a snorkeler. LOL ! Among all the water sports we experienced from the trip, I love snorkelling the most ! =D Haha. I wore the equiments & jumped into the ocean without a second thought. Of cos I wore a life jacket =P LOL ! I will confess I'm a timid snorkeller =X Hehs *

Well, these are basically the equiments we used for diving & snorkelling. Didn't get hold of any snorkelling pics. We were all wet & didn't want to spoil our camera. Haha !

But come to think of it, abit wasted larhs ! LOL =D

Headed back in the evening to have our dinner. The host cooked many delcicious seafoods. I enjoyed myself very much =D

Guess what we gonna be next ? Haha !

Well, Sister say we're going to feed the monkey with Tiger Beer ! Hahahaha =D As expected, it indeed drank it. Wahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaas =D

Previously in the morning, we fed the monkey with coffee & it finished the whole cup. Goodness ! Haha =P

DI SIAO only ! Hahahaha =D See the monkey ? He can't wait to grab the beer. Wahhahahas =P

While we were enjoying ourselves with the monkey, the guys were playing cards. That goes our second day ! Haha =D

DAY 3 :

The guys went fishing early in the morning at 8am till evening. Sister, Baby & I didn't want to tag along with them thus we stayed in the kampong for the entire day.

Went snorkelling, fishing & catching of crabs in the afternoon. Awesome !

As it was our last night there, we had BBQ of seafoods.

We ate to our fullest. Seafood served there were so fresh & delicious compared to what we ate in Singapore. 2 thumbs up !

Everyone enjoyed the BBQ. We know we will not regret landing on this island =)

Look at Baby's hand. Haha ! Sunburn larhs ! LOL =D

He had a snap with a friendly Kampong guy there whoo actually helped us throughout the entire BBQ. Yes ! He's super sociable & helpful =D

After our dinner, Sister & I decided to have snappings, one way of digesting. Haha !

Take 2 ! Haha =P

BF ! Thanks for all these. I love you tons =)

And well, after the 2 days of exercises like moutain climbing etc etc ~ they think they had grew muscles all over. So yay ~ Pardon them ! Hahahaha =D

Pic of 4 ! Thanks for all the care & concern for me ! I felt so fortunate to have lovely people around me =)

Ended DAY 3 with laughters again =D

DAY 4 :

Relunctantly, we woke up early in the morning again. We're leaving this island soon =(

The ferry was delayed due to the low tide. So we had our last snap with island. We all can't bear to leave. 3 nights there is not enough at all ! =(

With Sister =D

Again, I wanna scream this loud ! " I Love Tioman Island ! "

" WE CAN'T BEAR TO LEAVE YOU ! =( "

Don't think we're crazy when u can see the sun shining brightly & we're still wearing jackets & cardigens. The cool breeze resulted us in this outfit =D

Baby & I =D I told u, the sea is seriously very clear ! I swear it has nothing to do with editing of brightness !

Sayonara Tioman =(

2008-03-30T03:35:00.000+08:00

Well, I had a great day today =D Sometimes we ought to optimist u see. That might help, abit ? Haha !

So I headed to Chinatown with Baby, Sebas & Reynold in the afternoon as the exchange rates is higher than other places. Oh ya ! U guys remember I'm heading to Tioman in a few hours time ? Hehs *

Yes ! A few hours time. I can't make myself to sleep. I'm too excited for the trip. Haha =D I hope the 4 days won't be boring for me cos from what I know, we will only be fishing & chilling out there. No shoppings ! =(

Met Rebecca in the late afternoon to Bugis. My poor girl was staggering most of the time due to her heels. Haha ! She was dressed so gourgosely as she was attending a wedding dinner. I felt so embarrase standing beside her cos I wore so simple today.

* No pics was nicely taken today. Thus, I post this pic lorhs. Haha =D *

She stole all the limelight ! Haha =D

Afterwhich, cabbed down to Cine to look for The Dominators. We caught Vintage Point. OMG ! This show is awesome ! Storyline & everything....... Must watch ! Haha =D

Anyway, before the show started, we had dinner at Hong Kong Cafe. Despite having a long queue there, we still managed to convince ourselves that it won't take long for our turn. Haha ! Eventually, most of us gobbled down our food quickly cos we only have a god-damn half hour + smoking to rush for our movie. LOL !

Ok, I shall go pack my barang barangs now before Baby wakes up & yell at me. LOL ! See below readers ! Hahahahah =P

2008-03-29T12:25:00.001+08:00

Sometimes........ I wish that I'm alone =(

I hope my bf keeps his promises & not be a hot-tempered person again.

It's too scary. Too scary..... =(

28th March was not my day. From the start of the day till the end of the night, nothing nice came to me. Yet, unhappiness rushed to me. I cant take it anymore. I cant =( Can someone lend me her shoulder to cry on ? I need it urgently now =((((((((((((((

2008-03-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

I fucking quarrel with my collegue today & stomped off wih tears overwhelming my eyes. I seriously dono what's wrong with me today. All unhappiness things keep falling on me. Oh Fuck It !

Firstly, I quarelled with my teammates & stomped off in the middle of the conversation. Last thing I done was to bang the office chair & shouted " Stop all ur lies ! " and went towards the exit of the office.

Next, I went to tag someone's blog regarding a few partiers. But I'm glad it's cleared & hope they forgived sincerely. Enjoy the birthday celebrations girls =D

Den I called up Reb. She was so furious about it. She reprimanded me =( I hope the girls don't treat the tags against her cos I swear it has nothing to do with her at all ! It's not that someone told me as u ladies said before. Just a wrong judgement afterall. Anyway, ur blog always have interesting things that will keen others to read without fail when there's a chance. I'm quite upset when u said that it was a coincidental thing cos u girls thought this is the more " making sense " statement to make.

But I can assure u that it's utterly wrong. Everyone's blog definetly has at least a silent reader. If I'm gonna define it more, to me, silent reader means u read without fail but never tag on the board at all. So yay ~

Anyway anyway, I'm heading to Tioman with Baby this Sunday till Thursday =D Haha ! I'm gonna miss my work for a week. Oh no ! I shouldn't say that. I don miss my work. Rather, I miss my Pehpehs =) Cheers *

Angie has been uber nice when she rushed up to me when she saw me in tears. Find me another best bestie if someone can be compared to her. Definetly nooone ! Love you bestie =)

Reb, I'm sorry for all the things that happened. Love ya =D Enjoy ur day tml alright ! Im sure the girls wouldn't put my stupidity into u =) Cheers *

Oh yeah !! It's Pay Day !=D Scream !!!! Hahahaa =D

2008-03-23T21:49:00.001+08:00

So last night was spent at Newton with my bf =) Had dinner there but the stingray spoilt our mood =( Think we had chosen the wrong stall to order. It didn't turned out to be nice. Yay ~ Whatever.

Overnight at Baby's house. Nothing much actually. Saturday was spent meaningless. Roars * It's Monday tml again =( I hate Mondays especially when it's spent without the Pehpehs =(

I wanna return to Tele-centre ! Arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. It has been a week I last seen Angie & Angel. F ! I miss them so much =( At least Rebecca made the effort to meet me up. Hahahaa ! My bestie don love me anymore =X LOL !

* Ps * Have u guys totally forgotten about the voting for my bf ? Very sad if u had =( Haha !

Ciaos ~

2008-03-22T16:24:00.001+08:00

It's raining cats & dogs now & I'm craving for MacDonalds. Roars * Ring them up & was advised to call back 30-45mins later due to the bad weather & the safety of the riders. What to do ? Wait lorhs ! Hahahah =D

So last night, Baby brought me to Jalan Kayu for dinner. Had a sudden urge to eat BeeHoon Goreng from there but it didn't turn out to be nice. How sad ! Hahaha =P

Apprantely, Sebas & co met us at Chambers. But when we arrived, they said they didn't want to come anymore due to dono-what-reason. LOL ! What a nice aeroplane to put. So yay ~ we went over to PS to meet with Baby's bro & friends.

This is the isolated place they abandoned us. What nice friends we have !

Continue...

We caught Spiderwitch Cronicles & it's a nice show for sure =) I didn't fall asleep throughout the entire show. Haha ! Conclusion : It's not boring. It's exciting. You should watch it !

Before I end, just post some self-pics larhs ! Haha. Camwhoring myself (how pathetic ) last night while awaiting for bf's arrival.

BYE !

2008-03-21T15:04:00.000+08:00

Had dinner with Rebecca last night & it was so nice to see her again =D I miss them so badly cans !

Caught Rule#1 at Vivo with Sebas & co. Uber scary larhs ! Roars * I was covering my ears throughout the enitre show cans ! Haha =D

Supposed to meet up with Reb again, like now? Haha ! She wanted so badly to catch Sky Of Love but her bf isn't free due to his work loads. Anyway, shall acc her to watch the show again next week =)

Was on phone with Angel for quite some time last night. Relunctantly hung up the call when Baby reminded me that my bill gonna cost a bomb. Haha ! Anyway, see u next week Lover & get well soon =D

And not forgetting Bestie ! She didn't tag along last night =( BESTIE, I MISS YOU CANS ! Hehs =D See ya next week alright. But I will only return on Wednesday. Arrghh ~

I want my PSP back so badly ! =( Chumei was playing with it while awaiting for our show to begin. I think it's our best companion when we're bored. LOL ! U think so ? Of cos ! Hahahaha =P

The earth is getting scarier. You wouldn't know who is wearing a mask on their faces.

Yay ~ Becareful.

2008-03-19T19:25:00.001+08:00

Bring me back to Tele-centre !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Meeting my Rebecca tml for dinner. Hurray ! Bestie & Lover, please come along if u can =) Hahaha.

Lazy to blog. LOL ! Work is extremely boring today !

Rebecca : Ya lorhs ! Hahaha. Super nice show cans. Fuck her ! Hahahaha =D

Joyce : Thanks sweetie !

Hmmm : I cant be bothered. Haha =D Say somemore put more dog pics for u !

Baoyi : Hahaha. That's full 5 hearts ! Thanks sweetie =D Muack !

I know I wont be updating so soon so removing my tagboard incase stray dogs stay running about & shit ! happen to shit on my tagboard. Hahahahah =D

Oh yeah !!! TGIT =DDD Haha. Anyway, it's " Thank God It's Thursday ! " Whatever the trend is. My new collegues taught me this. Hahaha =D

2008-03-18T13:24:00.002+08:00

Isabella : Thanks darling ! Please continue voting. Love u ! =D

Tricia : Walao ! U so good larhs ! I'm falling in love with u already ! Hahaha =D Muacks.

Passer : Haha ! Thanks. So continue to vote & vote & vote everyday ok ! Haha. U next time dont use Passer can not ? Haha. This nick very sensitive lor ! Hahaha =D Anyway, tc !

Angie : Haha ! Yeah =D Vote everyday ma. I know Edison also inside but we help each other lar cos the guys inside there really cannot make it one ! Haha =D Sure, I miss & love u tons too. Maucks =)

Edison : Haha ! Sure. Will vote for ya =D

Fen : Thanks babe =) Lets meet up soon again !! Hahahaha. But no seoul garden anymore. Hahaha. Waste money only. LOL !

Renee : Haha. I this whole week not there. Going to the main office. LOL ! Anyway, thanks thanks & vote vote everyday ok. Muacks.

Meilee : hahaah ! Ya lorhs. Nothing better to do. But if she's gonna come back I will post more dog pics for her. LOL ! I stand by already. Hahahah =D Thanks dear =) Vote everyday 5 hearts ok. Love u tons ! Muacks.

Melany : haha. U very zi dong hor ? Good ! I like it =D Hahaha. Thanks thanks & vote ervyday. He win I treat u one week DT. Play until u scare ok. Hahaha =D Maucks.

Rebecca : Now u know the importances of my presence ? Treasure me ok ? Hahahaha ! Love you tons !!!!!!!!!!!!! Miss u like hell larhs !!!!!!! Arrghh. Fuck the -------. U know I know larhs. Hahahahahahahhaha =P

PLEASE CONTINUE VOTING 5 HEARTS !! VOTE !! LOVES TO ALL. MUACK MUACK MUACK =D

http://kissableguy.mediacorptv.sg/index.php & type in " Ng Tzelong " & SEARCH !

Alternatively, u can also vote for Edison. Angie's Edison ok ! Not Gillian's edison. LOL =D Lame larhs !

Don't vote for other guys ok ! Haha. They handsome mehs? U tell me larhs. LOL !

2008-03-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

Actually there's nothing much these few days. Haha ! Caught The Leap Years last night with bf & I cried during the ending. Haha ! Can't believe it cos I expect a normal show going on as films from Singapore =X Honestly speaking, Singapore's film nice mehs ? Hahahaha !

Ok larhs ! Encourage lehs ! Hahahaha =D

Fuck the hacker & his/her family cans. Someone hacked into my msn a/c last night. Sebas called baby & said he was chatting with me & it was in a confusion previously cos I was standing beside Baby. We both thought it was a joke that Sebas gonna treat us with. LOL ! But came to realise it was a hacker.

Fuck you fuck you fuck you ! May ur papa fuck u & ur mama fuck ur bf ! Den all die together & live happily ever after ! !#$%^()

I'm entitled to 2 days MC & apprantly I'm quite happy about it. Haha ! Walao ~ U know de larhs ! Now adays MC very difficult to take for 2 days cans. Roars the doctors ! Dono wanna act wad strict lorhs. LOL !

My dear friends ! Please continue voting. Every 24hours is entitled to a vote & all these depends on u, you & uu ! Don't gve up don't give up ok ? You know I love u all alot de ! Hahaa. But please, if u wanna help in the ratings, vote 5 hearts cos if ya gonna vote less than that, it will affect the whole ratings !

Don't do stupid things ok ! Hahaha =D Yet, I appreciate all friends who are voting & voting for him everyday. Simply love u sooo bloody hell much ! Muack muack muack =D * My bf is far behind from list already =( I need ur help !! *

Damn ! I miss the laughters of Pehpehs ! =( OE, please don do this again to me ! Sending me far from them aren't gonna do u any benefits !

2008-03-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

Vote for my bf please ! All my lovable friends, please continue to vote vote vote ! I love all of you =)

http://kissableguy.mediacorptv.sg/index.php

My bf's display pic is :

Rate 5 hearts okay ! Muack muack muack =D

* Fuck ! Got some pussy wanna downgrade my bf cans ! If u wanna just vote 1 heart for him, den dont vote ! I'm being very straight forward here. VOTE 1 HEART = FUCK YOU ! KINDLY DON'T VOTE ! *

Thanks to those who have voted for him already. Much appreciated ! But there are so many votes for the other contestants already =( How sad right ! They all handsome mehs ? Hahahahaha ! I know my bf not handsome till so handsome till that that soooo bloody handsome larhs. But vote for him ok ! Hahaha =D

One day only can have a vote =( So I appreciate those who have know about this to continue voting everyday ! Hahaha. Thanks so much =)

2008-03-16T18:41:00.000+08:00

Headed Boat Quey last night for the celebration of Lijie's birthday. Though we didn't have much fun there cos there were sooooooooooo bloody hell of people in the cosy floor. All crowded with Lijie's army mates & everyone was snatching over the mikes =X Haha !

Chumei, Baby & I left earlier than the rest of the others as I'm suffering from a bad headache. I think cos all the awful singings & voices of the guys =X Haha !

Had met up awhile with my cousin who came to Singapore last night & she's sooo wild cans ! Haha =D With her purplish dress with blinging heels, I think she had became uber prettier now =) Haha ! Anyway, we just had a small chat & she's leaving Singapore again tonight. Bon Voyage Cousin ! With much loveess =D

Is it really Monday tml again ? =( Roars *

Continue voting for my bf ! Thanks so much =D

Boy, u are the best gift from God. I love you alot =)

2008-03-16T16:03:00.001+08:00

Vote for my bf please ! All my lovable friends, please continue to vote vote vote ! I love all of you =)

http://kissableguy.mediacorptv.sg/index.php

My bf's display pic is :

Rate 5 hearts okay ! Muack muack muack =D

* Fuck ! Got some pussy wanna downgrade my bf cans ! If u wanna just vote 1 heart for him, den dont vote ! I'm being very straight forward here. VOTE 1 HEART = FUCK YOU ! KINDLY DON'T VOTE ! *