Putting everything to a stop rather than clinging onto each other, giving each other hopeless thoughts ?
I'm soooooo afraid I will regret =( He's a great man afterall excluding his bad tempers. Hais !
Memories that will never be erased. I seriously doesn't wish to bid goodbye but I can't be so cb & selfish. I'm so sorry readers that I'm blogging about my emotionals now which I know doesn't got anything with u people.
But if u managed to finish reading, I'm really very thankful for spending ur time to read. Someone who cares will finish reading it & thankful becos at least I know, u people care =)
060607 - A day we got together. Coincidentally, we got together on Reynold's 19th Birthday.

Ever since this day, we have been sleeping in each other's arms every single night, without fail.
I will browse through my photobucket every now and den. Mermerising on the happiness & sorrows we have been through together. 1 year ! 1 year ! Yes. And I'm proud to tell everyone u are the first guy who have been with me for so long.
Alright ~ 11 months ++ is my longest r/s =X

Remember the fun we had at Pasir Ris park ?
That was on the 23rd June 2007. Only being together for 2 weeks like we were already so close together like never ever before.

1st month anniversary, u broguht me for the Cable Car dining. It's only the 1st month & you're already doing so much things for me.
Tell me how to stop loving you ? =(
Trip to Escape Theme Park. U are the first guy I went there with=)

You made an effort to make up earlier than any other weekend just to fulfill my wish.
Tell me again, how to not love you ? =(

First time we went Yishun Dam together. U told me u dislike the place alot. Haha ! But u also sit there for sooo long =X

The first sweater I bought for you at TopShop =)) But u wore a few times only hor ! Haha.

The first time we both got a romantic candlelight dinner at Swesens. U decorated the plate of spagetti so nicely =)

And and and ! First time I went prawn-ing with a bf =) Thanks so all the precious time, money & moments u gave to me.

Even my first accident was experienced with you =) A nightmare to be. Yes ! It's a nightmare but it's a joy that I have spent this scary experience with you.
Tell me how to forget all these ? ="(

Because of me, yes ! me =) You chiong ur bike license and got urself a bike to pillion me to everywhere and any wher I wanna go.
Your sweet-ness are always there. Are u marinated with honey ? I wonder.

Even Christmas was celebrated with you. We said that we'll be spending every Christmas together =)
U think we can ?

We quarrelled on this day. This special day that God created. Tears flowing every now & den but we're fine after a few mins.
Quarrels again ? Why !
Don't ask why. It's normal between couples.
Ok, I understand. Absolutely fine.
Happy 2008 ! We said we will be starting fresh anew. Lesser quarrels, much sweeter with each other =)

See the smile on ur face ? I can't help it while I'm typing this. My tears just flow down.
Long, remember ? We quarelled on this day again.

You hugged me like never before, shower me with all ur love again.
We're fine. Absolutely fine.

You're always so sweet. I said that my necklaces always turn rusty quickly thus u went to bought an SK Jewellery necklace for me without me knowing. What a surprise for a Valentine's Day gift =)

Kisses everywhere. You're cute boy. Serious ~
Tell me how to not think of you ?
Valentine's Day =) Spent with you also. Supposed to dine into Fish & Co but was full house. So u brought me to eat Sambal Fish -_- Haha !
But still, when we're together, u never fail to make me smile.......... and cry.

You had Chicken Pox on my birthday =( I was furious. Despite ur sickness, u crawled out from ur bed & ran to Swensens to buy me an Ice-cream cake.

You said even this year's celebration wasn't as fantastic as I wanted, u will definetly give me more extrordinary surprises for my upcoming birthdays.
And counting on....... till the day we die. We promised.

Been reminded that Chicken Pox is contagious & worse, I never had Chicken Pox before, I can't resist myself from kissing you.
I did enjoy myself even though it was a simple celebration. I once thought I will be celebrating my 21st birthday with you also.
Yes, I once thought ~

Our trip to Tioman is another memorable moments spent oversea.

We promise to put aside all unforgiven or sorrows we had gone through and be happy always again ~
Did we managed to do it ?

Back from Tioman, we remained as happy as we can.
Can't those moments just go on like this ?
Well, that's life full of ups & downs. Nothing is perfect.
You're the first guy I went to a stadium together with to watch soccer match. Can u imagine ? Soccer match !

I never felt bored. We cheered & jeered for the entire hours there. Do u remember ? When the last goal for SuperReds, both of us jumped up and down in the middle of the stadium.
Haha ! How memorable =)

This was the last time we got together so happily at Partyworld.
You sang as usual so many of Jay Chou's songs =))
I know I can lean on u like this again though that period of them, both of us knew we were already drifting further and further and further away ~

I can lie to everyone I have no more feelings for u anymore. I can't tolerate ur tempers etc etc etc. But I know it myself, I can't lie to myself with the feelings I have for you.
You cried. You waited under my block for hours & hours & hours just to see me get home safely. I can't face u. I don wan every history to be repeated again.
Don't we have enough squabblings every now & den ? My heart aches so much when u cried over the phone. It's sad that we cannot hug each other to cry together but to make full use of the call to cry our sorrows out.

I know I can't be selfish to you. You're a great guy that most girls will want to have. You dotes on ur precious girl so much.
Long........ I'm not a good gf.
I'm not.
I'm not.
I'm not.
And yes, I'm crying while typing this.
Good bye Long. Good bye Dar. Good bye ='(
Happy 1 year anniversary =)
I think i should really stop typing before my silent cry starts to turn into a loud one.
Thanks Celest for the packet of tissues.
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