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I think Im really being very lazy. Not that I dont baby my blog anymore. Im just so busy with work & tiredness always overwhelmed me that caused me to feel like sleeping all day long ~ So sorry peeps for not updating. But dont miss me too much =PpPp
Hip hip Hurraaaayyyy ! Im back now =D
When I wished for a particular person to text or call me, it always turned out to be those that I dont wish to msg with. Arrghh ~ What's this all about ? Showing me that he doesnt care or bother at all ? Everytime my phone peeps, I will carry false hope, knowing that it wouldnt be him. If it is, then it should be some problems going between the both of us. Yes, he's leading his happy life now I supposed.
It is always crazy to be in the midst of a loving realtionship. People ask me why ? I didnt know how to reply them and would just shrug my shoulders & pretend that I wasnt interested. Yet, those questions were repeating in my mind. But I know no matter how devastating the news is, there is always more in life to move on.
I knew some things once gone it's never gonna return. If he's leading happily now, no curfews by me = no stress = happiness. Why should I cling on him any longer ? It doesnt seems that Im begging for a patch up. Not at all ! Cos if he doesnt care ? Why should I ?
I once asked. Will he pillion a lady on his bike ? U know what. He replied Yes ! I realised we cant really judge a book by it's cover. Being the one whom I knew before wasnt what he is now. Friends are always more important than gfs in guy's mind. Agree ?
Hip hip Hurraaaayyyy ! Im back now =D
When I wished for a particular person to text or call me, it always turned out to be those that I dont wish to msg with. Arrghh ~ What's this all about ? Showing me that he doesnt care or bother at all ? Everytime my phone peeps, I will carry false hope, knowing that it wouldnt be him. If it is, then it should be some problems going between the both of us. Yes, he's leading his happy life now I supposed.
It is always crazy to be in the midst of a loving realtionship. People ask me why ? I didnt know how to reply them and would just shrug my shoulders & pretend that I wasnt interested. Yet, those questions were repeating in my mind. But I know no matter how devastating the news is, there is always more in life to move on.
I knew some things once gone it's never gonna return. If he's leading happily now, no curfews by me = no stress = happiness. Why should I cling on him any longer ? It doesnt seems that Im begging for a patch up. Not at all ! Cos if he doesnt care ? Why should I ?
I once asked. Will he pillion a lady on his bike ? U know what. He replied Yes ! I realised we cant really judge a book by it's cover. Being the one whom I knew before wasnt what he is now. Friends are always more important than gfs in guy's mind. Agree ?
He went out happily with his friends. Not even a msg sent. He claimed that he was so much relaxed now than before without me. Girls, if u ever came across this reply, will u be sitting there crying for mummy or just pretend that u didnt saw this msg at all ?
Alright, lets not talk about him. He leads his path & chose this, claiming that he doesnt regret at all, den why should I be clinging on him ? I had my friends around me. They were there for me & I appreciate it alot. Especially those laughters that made me threw away all unhappiness & wild thinkings, I think my heart should consist of them instead of him. After 6 months and he said we were just forcing to be together. He wanted to be himself. Dont u think it's all rubbish and excuses ? I almost laugh till my ass out when I read those msgs. Even my friends were all giving me those -_-' faces when they read that.
Fetching girls all he wants. It's his choice. I cant stop him. Im not his perfect match and not the girl he wanted. Suits him. After 6 months he tell me this. Haas ! But it just reflects to me & everyone what kind of person he is. No rekindles ? I shouldnt bother at all. He's being too selfish. Thinking only for himself & not gving a spare thought for others. He got lotsa of idiosyncrasies. Good for him of cos. His friends got plenty plenty pools of girls. Intro him ? Of cos he want !
Let's move on without talking about him anymore. Monday to friday had been an hectic schedules for me. Went home after work. Only for thursday when mummy was so sweet to fetch me out for dinner. Met Bas & Chumei at Safra for billards. Planned to play bowlings but there was a competition going on there. Sians 1/2.
Went back to Chong Pang. Bin & Venda were there. Tzelong treated us with his dad's food again. So swee~t. LOL ! We went home after awhile. All were so exhausted for dono what reason.
It's Friday again ! Long & Bas met me up first at my house area & we took a cab down to Orchard to meet Bin & Tze Xin. I wore a dress that consists of many bliings blings where the guys think Im a diva ~ Hahaa =D Talk cock lehs ! They had ben waiting for us for like 5 hours at town ? LOL ! So sorry guys. I felt asleep in the afternoon & didnt realised that u all left me with so many missed calls and msgs. Hahhaha =D
Waited for Chumei & Reynold to arrive. Im glad they didnt took their candy time =D We went to have our dinner at Cine and headed to Old fareast Shopping centre for some entertainments. Saw Stephy & I love her sacrifications ! So much so hope my tatoos will disappear all of a sudden so I could put some sacris. Hahaha =D So much so style than tatooing. I started to feel regret now =X
We caught " Pirate of the carribean " at 2am. The show was long yet quite nice. But was not as interesting as Part 2. Yet, their adventures were so exciting. So I think u guys should go watch the show. I shall rate this show 6.5/10 ? Hees =D
Planned to head to Sentosa today. But we were all so tired. I miss the sun ='( I love sun tanning. I want to turn blackie =PpPp Our organiser Mr Robin last min said he felt sick bla ~ Excuses ! Haas. But it's good larhs. LOL =D If not I also wouldnt have sufficient sleeps.
I, you, him, her suspected that I'm pregnant ? My menses didnt came & my stomach is getting bigger. GOD DAMN ! Sweet sister of mine * Chumei * convinced me that there were water bags in my stomach. Haas =D What a nice reason she gave me. Yet I knew she wanted to keep me away from my worriness & wild thinkings. So swwet~
Im twisted from head to toe not knowing what to do. Alright, I am not pregnant ! Cant deny that girls are kinda hard to interpret. I just need a twinny winny understanding and concerns.
I'm moving on happily. I'm standing independently. No worries for me guys. I knew u all gave ur all u can concerns & loves for me. So nice people around me, I doubt I can survive without all of u =)