Link Changed - Www.minmin-thelove.blogspot.com

I have no intention to spoil his reputation. I didnt mean what I sent him.

Alright, no point saying these. I feel like banging the wall die now. I know so much how I needed him in my life. I know that will never returns.

Probably when someone is in a relationship, there are always sweet moments in there. But when we are out of the r/s, many doubts were rotating in my mind, causing me to become insane soon.

He's a great bf of cos. He's not what I thought. I always have wild imaginaries. He just wanted to be himself.

Ya ~ My posts are all craps. Thus, detest me, loathe me & curse me. Im a rotten apple always in his eyes. Judge me with negative points instead of him. He's the innocent party. Dont hate him or regards him as a bloody hell person cos he's not.

Once gone never returns. I so much feel like screaming at the top my voice now. I knew he hate me for what I did. Im not apologizing either. I have my pride.

I rather he hate me & I will be able to gradually forget him. I so much so hope he can be erased from my mind this moment so I wouldnt be soo devasted now.

Can someone help me ? Just a twinny mini assignment for u if u volunteers. Bring me near to the wall, push me hard & let me bang the wall and die. Maybe not die, just like me have some concusions & make me forget what happened in the past.

Im crying now. I dono what to do. I dono what I want.