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I cant understand why good things all come in the same time & left at a same time. Leaving me with nothing but suffocations. I cant bring myself from moving on happily.
Mr Lonely drops by me every now & den. Love songs never fail to make me seethe in anger & tears. Poor Minmin feels so nothing. She need a death sentence now ! Right now !
I made mum cried again today. Its always so coincidental for her to return home when Im in my emo moments ~ I couldnt hide anything from her. Just a glance at me & she knew whats going on with me. A tear from my eyes will enable her to analyse the whole situation Im going through.
She told me to move on without him happily. She told me to stop dropping tears for a guy who doesnt treasure me. She told me to stop thinking about him. She told me to live happier than him when he's enjoying at his fullest right now. She told me to stop loving him.
Actions speaks louder than words. I cant do as what Mummy told me too. She wanted to bring me out for some roundings. She wanted me to get used to singlehood. She wanted me to think that not only him around will bring me happiness.
Mummy is always so swee~t to me. I love mummy. Yes, I really do =) She's the dearest kin to me. I knew so much how I needed mummy. Yet, the love for mum and the love for r/s is totally different. Mummy didnt understand this term at all !
It sucks when I needed u most by my side yet u were not. Cant u just stayed by my side & not go missing ? Im not in the game of treasure hunts where I needed to look high & low for u. It's arent about playing a game. It's about commiting to each other.
Forcing each other to be together is not a reason yet a problem. When there's a will, there's a way. Every problems have solutions. Why cant we faced & solved them together ?
He claimed he still loves me yet wanted to love in silence. Arent it ridiculous ? I never failed to browse our pics every now & den. It cant stop me from doing there. The urge of looking at him always came by me. I cant prevent it. I cant understand why people always tend to give up half way. I dono how to ~
My porcelain heart had hundreds thousands of scars now. Why do others have happiness all along & I couldnt. God is always playing a fool with my life. How much I hope the 6 months never stop & continued. We still had many promises & dates ~
If given a last chance though many last chances were given, I promise to treasure every single moments with him. Yet, every bad outcomes came rushing towards me. I didnt know how to face them all the way.
U told me to move on. U told me everything has ended. We wouldnt be able to rekindle back anymore. I knew it. I knew it ! So stop telling me all these. My tears never fail to make me drop down everytime u sent me those. U didnt know that particular words & sentences are able to cause me to eat a dozen of panadols. I need to stop my drowsiness.
Mum kept every single coughing syrups & pandaols. Now Im left with boxes and boxes of cigareetes on my desk. I need all these foods to make me sleep & sleep & sleep ~
Mr Lonely drops by me every now & den. Love songs never fail to make me seethe in anger & tears. Poor Minmin feels so nothing. She need a death sentence now ! Right now !
I made mum cried again today. Its always so coincidental for her to return home when Im in my emo moments ~ I couldnt hide anything from her. Just a glance at me & she knew whats going on with me. A tear from my eyes will enable her to analyse the whole situation Im going through.
She told me to move on without him happily. She told me to stop dropping tears for a guy who doesnt treasure me. She told me to stop thinking about him. She told me to live happier than him when he's enjoying at his fullest right now. She told me to stop loving him.
Actions speaks louder than words. I cant do as what Mummy told me too. She wanted to bring me out for some roundings. She wanted me to get used to singlehood. She wanted me to think that not only him around will bring me happiness.
Mummy is always so swee~t to me. I love mummy. Yes, I really do =) She's the dearest kin to me. I knew so much how I needed mummy. Yet, the love for mum and the love for r/s is totally different. Mummy didnt understand this term at all !
It sucks when I needed u most by my side yet u were not. Cant u just stayed by my side & not go missing ? Im not in the game of treasure hunts where I needed to look high & low for u. It's arent about playing a game. It's about commiting to each other.
Forcing each other to be together is not a reason yet a problem. When there's a will, there's a way. Every problems have solutions. Why cant we faced & solved them together ?
He claimed he still loves me yet wanted to love in silence. Arent it ridiculous ? I never failed to browse our pics every now & den. It cant stop me from doing there. The urge of looking at him always came by me. I cant prevent it. I cant understand why people always tend to give up half way. I dono how to ~
My porcelain heart had hundreds thousands of scars now. Why do others have happiness all along & I couldnt. God is always playing a fool with my life. How much I hope the 6 months never stop & continued. We still had many promises & dates ~
If given a last chance though many last chances were given, I promise to treasure every single moments with him. Yet, every bad outcomes came rushing towards me. I didnt know how to face them all the way.
U told me to move on. U told me everything has ended. We wouldnt be able to rekindle back anymore. I knew it. I knew it ! So stop telling me all these. My tears never fail to make me drop down everytime u sent me those. U didnt know that particular words & sentences are able to cause me to eat a dozen of panadols. I need to stop my drowsiness.
Mum kept every single coughing syrups & pandaols. Now Im left with boxes and boxes of cigareetes on my desk. I need all these foods to make me sleep & sleep & sleep ~
Very silly of me. Yes, I knew that. Yet, I cant face up to reality. I need more foods. Stop throwing them away mummy ="( Im really feeling veryyyyy stressed. They are the best medicine now to cure me. Trust me.
I dono how long will this continues. I just knew for the time being, they will be the best solutions for me ="(
