I'm officially single. 
Good news to him of cos & those girls who wish to know him uhh. I will say this a GOOD GAME.
Nothing is forever. What's more to believe that LOVE is ? Though sacrifices & compromising were made to each other. Yet in return, we got nothing but seperation.
5 months of love varnished in just a second. Just a msg that concluded that " it's the end." He claimed that he just wanted me to live happily & be myself.
Yes, it's my fault for not keeping my promise. I did promised that I will never get to Sentosa but I went yesterday. Broken promises = the end of us. LAME aren't it ? So we call this love ? Bull-shit, talk cock, utterly nonsense !
He said that he truly loves me, cant bear to let me go. Of cos I do have that thinking too. " I Love You " is so easy to be said, hard to be felt. I once thought Im the most fortunate lady on earth whom I had a sweet bf by my side, giving in to me even though it's my fault blablabla ~ After all Im just being so naive.
 
It was all indeed a lie. No guy's words can be trusted. Not all all. Came across Jessilyn's blog & felt that she must had swallowed lotsa humiliations from Alex. Poor Girl. But do cheers up & be strong alright =) Yes of cos, I totally agree to every single word of her post about guys. Readers, the most interesting part is this. He wanted to patch up today & I was there serving some shit-head customers thus I didnt reply or should I say, I didnt manage to get hold of my phone & read that msg. And he sent another msg by saying, " I think we be friends better. " Haas. What A Joke for the day. Do i look like some kinda toy who has got on/off switch ? Playing a fool of me like nobody's business. Seriously, Im hurt.
Yes, Im hurt but what can I do ? Requested a meet up tonight & he claimed that he's tired. Alright, I understand due to his hectic schedules these few days. I called him few mins ago & he said he's no longer feeling tired & might be meeting up with his friends. Oh Gosh ! Tell me if I should trust his words again ?
 Dont blame me for my nasty words. No offence in writing out this post about him. He can jolly change his status back to Single so quickly. Haas. Think he's really anticiapated to know more girls. Maybe I had been strict towards him these five months. Probably he's like a bird in a cage & wish to enjoy some freedoms ? Haas.
Afterall, Im just being too naive ~ Thinking that everything will go on smoothly. Yes, I am being so naive ~ Yet, I dono why. I admit I still loves him.

----------- The end of us ------------ Once in a while, Minmin's & my thinking were the same. Last min decision was getting to the beach =) Woo-hoo ! The sun was never my friend. It rained that day which spoilt our mood. But still, I have never regret the trip there. Day out with her was quite enjoyable =P We actually snapping zillions pictures by the sea side.
After Sentosa, we cabbed down to Junction 8 for dinner & walked around aimlessly. Bought myself 3 tops =) I must learn to be spendthrift =X I will end this post with my sexy awesome darling of mine =)
My eyes are getting heavy. Good night peeps =)
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