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Had an awesome day despite having a small tiff with Baby last night.

Baby fetched me to school to redeem my results. Darn ! I got 26 points including the failing of Science. WTH ! Though I passed my O level, but what's the big deal when I cant get into courses I wan ? Im darn disappointed in myself. I regretted not taking my History paper, regretting not putting in much efforts and everything. I regret ="(

When I took my results, frens were all praising and joyed that I passed. I acted a strong front of me and grins back. What's the use when I cant get into a course I always wanted ? What's the point ? I cried in my heart ="(

Gene was darn upset when she failed all those important subjects. Cheer up my girl =) Xueqi was upset too. She scored well with 17 points but doomed her English language. Many fellow frens were crying ~ I wanted to comfort them but I think Im in no stand to do that. I did badly too.

Baby was there to comfort me and suggesting many ideas like retaking or approcahing to higher nitec and progress there. I cant accept the fact that Im heading towards ITE in some times. I really cant !

So dreams are always the opposite sides. I dreamt I did well but turned out to be badly done. I curse the Cambridge ! My Maths should be alright but it turns out to be a C6 ! I remember knowing how to do all those sums except 4-5 questions. I expect a B3 for max. Did they marked wrongly ?

Forget it ~ The result is out. No point complaining and groaning over it. Thanks frens who consoled me like Cassy and Adelia =D But no ones knows how i really felt.

Stay overnight at Baby's house. We had an arguement over his ex-collegue thing. Cried real hard in Baby's arms. I still love him alot and as much as before despite sqaubblings which are always unpreventable.

Woke up in the late afternoon on Saturday and both of us headed over to Teo Heng. I just wanted a place where I could destressed myself and forget about the results. Thanks Baby who have been always there for me =D

A boring Saturday for Baby and I. Even had a tiff over dono-what-matter. But Im glad he's always taking the iniactive to step back. Though it's selfish for me to always let him felt so isolated, I hope he does understand my stand.

I hinted mummy this afternoon that if I couldnt get into courses in Poly, will she allow me to get into a Higher Nitec for accounting courses. Well, as expected, her face started to turn black and screamed : " DONT BE SILLY ! GET INTO A POLY ! "

Mummy, I really dont wish to regret anything, anymore. It's my carreer for life and have no more turning back ~ Poly doesnt allow me to get into courses I want. Only ITE who offered me to have the accounting course.

She claimed that it's just a waste of time. Can someone helped me to talk her out ? If worse comes to worse, I might just get into a course in Poly which I didnt want. Just to make mummy happy =)

Im in a dilema now ="( I cried alone last night in bed. I cant face up to the fact of my results. Im such a useless lady.

Can God be more benevolent ? Maybe tml a letter will be sent to me and claimed that there's some errors in my results and might pushed my grades up ? Yay ! I m dreaming again ="(