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I dono wads wrong with me. Just sooo much feel like blogging and pouring my heart out here. Maybe this is the only way I can feels better rather den telling baby wad exactly Im thinking about. Was it merely saying in a spite of anger or am I really too jealous over a small trival matter ? Hais ~ I know I love him and wanted happiness to be always filling in between us. I just cant change the bad habit of me. Useless me ! ='( I dont wish to have another wrecked relationship for me. I dont wan to have another heartwrenking scene, another heart ripping moments. I just don like girls to have in contact with him. Im selfish I know. But but but..... U all just dono how I feels. Those anxiety when his phones rings all that. Hais ~ I love him and thats for sure. I admits i wan all the LOVE to be poured onto me. I wan to be adored and everything. I wan him to be by my side every moments. When he meets his frens instead of me, I will feels angry. I dono why. Whitney called him the other day and I didnt knew about this matter. I know this shouldnt be blamed on him cos he didnt met up with her. Seriously, Im still angry over her for making an intensive to meet him. She's been charged ! No one is to be blamed for wadever happens. Baby thinks that it doesnt recurred in his mind and he thinks its not imporatnt to tell me about this matter. But when I heard of this, my heart shattered. Im just too jealous. I know I should have widened my mind to accept his girlfrens. But but but.......... I dono. As im typing, I just feels like crying. Its been weeks since this incident happens. But it just kept running in my mind. Thinking whether there are still girls out there to take my baby away ~ I wan him to stay by my side always. Thats my only wish ="( I must have trust in Baby so he wouldnt feel any unhappiness with me. His working hours and mine are not flexible. Our timing doesnt suits. But still, I hope his feelings for me doesnt fade despite less meetings with each other. Seriously, I miss those romantic moments where both of us just lie on each other's arms beside the sea. Thats wad I always wish he would once again bring me there again ~ Minmin is selfish ! Too selfish ~ Too selfish ="( |