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Fine ! Everyone got me so pissed off. I hate waiting alright. Yaya ~ I got Princess temper or wad u all called it attitude problems. FINE !

Boredom is an extremely diffult feeling to tolerate or ovrecome as it dulls the senses and agittates my mind. Seriously, i almost literally tore my hair out ! Arrghh ~ Im soooo angry.

Alright, I know I cant blame baby for everything and I know Im partly blamed for the dullness of the ambience. But pls know me, I hate waiting ~ Im emphasising this again.

Working at Blossom is actually quite fun but too many ahlians u see. Hahahah =D But is still fun working with them. Craps and eveything ! Yupps ~ But somehow someone got me pissed off. Arrghh ~

Baby picked me up after work. Thats sooo sweet of him. But somehow found out something and I know I shouldnt have to make a big fuss out of it. I got jealous easily and cant get cool with Im agitated. Fine ~ I know he's trying his best to satisfice me. Im glad atually but at the same time, guiltiness feels my heart ="(

He's always giving me to me and Im taking it for granted. I know I know ~ If ever one day things turn out bad, I think I only have myself to blame for all the sadness. but never will I hope that day will arrive. Serious !

I love my baby lots. But but but why am I always making him do things that doesnt need to have that purpose. Am I controlling him too much ? I think so and maybe he's not happy at all. He just wanna make me happy. Thats a great bf I have. But I think I must learn to appreciate things more now before everything is too late ="(

Pls dont ever give me up. Im in the process of changing. But maybe Im used to get pampered by everything even my girlfriends give me to me everytime when the fault is me. Im a sucky person ~

Im not being a good gf after all. All I brought to him was dissatification and sadness and hurtings ~ I know I love him and shouldnt have take things for granted. I hope his feelings are stil the same =)

Figuratively, keeping cool can helps to keeping one's anger under check. I have tried to think of pleasant things when Im riled cos I know it could range to someone whom is loved by me. LORD, CHANGE MY TEMPER PLS !

But seriously, my every actions are just becos Im too afraid to lose him. He's my everthing ="( I just cant imagine the days if he's gone. I wan him ~ I need him deeply.

I Hate Myself ="(