
Back to blog. Yesterday did blog but dono why suddenly wanna publish post that time all blank. Damn lars -_-"
Wednesday : Went over to Robin's house for ZhenXiong's birthday celebration narhs. Met up with Tzelong at my house bus stop and headed there together. Before that went to Causeway point first to get Zhen Xiong his birthday gift. Bought a wallet and watch for him =D Oh ! I forgotten we got a birthday cake for him too. Haas.
Cabbed to Robin's condo at around 8pm. His house was soo packed cans. Haas. Zhen Xiong must be soo touched narhs so many people celebrating for him. LOL. Ate steam boat awhile den chatted with Sebas. Well, just dont brood over it if u feeling so uncomfortable with what ya trying to do now. Tc alright =D
Around 9.30pm cabbed back to Causeway point to meet dear to collect my black spray narhs. Haas =D Den we went to the funfair with Kennthe and his gf and Orh Peng's gf. Dear won 2 bears for me lars. Haas. Sooo sweet =) Thanks dear.
Me and dear cabbed to Upper Thomson to have prata again. Haas =D Den we went home.
Thursday : Met up with Cassy and headed to school for our 'O' level practical narhs. Haas. Alright, Im glad that I can do it =D Haas. Took a cab home again. Was damn tired lars ~
Nights met BiBi at central. Orh Peng bought dear to amk to introduce to AST people lars. Haas. Den me and dear saw each other so paisei norhs. LOL ! Den I di siao dear becomes so popular lars. LOL =D Kns !
Alright, had a game of billard with Bibi first den dear =D He lost me lars ! Wahahahahas =D Aiyoyo. The interesting part came. They got a fight narhs. But I missed the show lars. Walao ~ Everytime like that one lehs. LOL =P
Dear, me and Kennethe headed to Blk 608 to find Orh peng and his gf. Slacked awhile den headed to Blk 631 for dinner. Ate chicken chop. Yummy =D
After dinner me and dear cabbed home =) Lalalass ~ Awww ! Didnt get to meet Adelia darling and Celine sweetie last night again. Im soo sorry u all waited my calls soo long. Thought u all not going le or wad. Haas =D Damn sorry lars ! Meet u all up tml le kaes. Miss ur laughters and everything ~ Muacks =D Oh ya, Karen Nuer later says I biased again. Hahaha =D Stop typing the same msg everyday for me in ur blog. LOL ! Working le uhh. Work harder to yang me this mother hor. LOL. Miss yar too =D
Today is Kimseng's sister wedding dinner. Msged him last night about passing him a red packet shared by me and my mum but he didnt wan to accept it. Though its only a few msgs, I can still feels the hatred in him to me. I can feel it narhs ! Thinks I really hurts him alot. But he just dono how I feels. Nvm, msged BiBi to tell her I'll pass her later and count as she gives instead of me giving his sister in case of making Kimseng feels unhappy narhs.
Everyones seems to keep wishing me everlasting love with Ah Jon, the perfect guy for me. But noones knows wad I really wants and feels. The hints I gave u all ~ Everything narhs. He's not wad I really wans. Ah Jon is a 100% perfect bf that every girls will be crazy over despite he's not really that handsome narhs. But he treats and dotes girls in a very special way that makes u have those special feelings u never felt before. The momentums u never experienced nor feels it before.
Till now, I just cant forget him narhs although he seems to be so far apartt from me. I know Im a bitch to treats JonJon like this. But heys, love is selfish. I made the wrong first move in the first place. My mistake. But everyones deserves 3 chances but why cant I ? Those 5 months we been together. Those moments are just soo precious and memorable. It just cant be replaced.
Tears flow down. I just wish to see him for a second. A glance through his face will do. Just one ! But he just don wanna grant me my wish. The braclet he gave me. I wore them everyday. Every day ~ Im not trying or having any intentions to let JonJon wears a green hat on his head. But Im just trying to pour out my feelings despite knowing it doesnt makes any difference. I loves Jon but I do miss him as well too. I miss the bedtimes stories he told me every night ~ His family outings where I always never fail to attend. The loves and concerns his family gave me. The feelings are just soo irresible.
Not all frens can be trusted. I knew there are hidden secrets that she didnt told me. But pls know how I feels. It hurts ~ I just wann to know everything about him. But it doesnt seems any further infos despite me asking. Im not referring to siding who and who. But Im a girl. The hurts are always deeper than how a guy gets hurts. You just dono how I really feels.
One fine day I hope Jon will understands how I feels. Im sorry but I do feels ur love towards me. Still for now, I know I only can loves u =)
Everlasting Love For Kimseng's sister and her husband. Congratulations =)
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