Aww~ Im bad feeling so devasted narhs. Hais ! All I just wanna say now is Sorry JonJon =D

Tuesday : Alright, went to Hougang mall to meet up with Adelia darling and Celine sweetie. Yeah =P Adelia went to meet up with her family while me and Celine went to have our foody dynasty at a foodcourt. LOL ! Ate Claypot Chicken rice cans. Delicious lars =X
Cabbed down to Amk to meet up with BiBi. Went over to XiaoYong's shop and waited for him to finished work. Hees =D Headed over to small S-11 to acc Xiaoyong to have dinner lars ~ Piggy yong ! LOL =P Saw Manling ~ Becoming prettier le uhh. Missyar =D

Xiaoyong saw someone le feeling soooo sad cans. hahahah ~ A few mins of silence is just his reaction. LOL ! Headed over to K box with Lijie, Xiaoyong, BiBi and me cans. Hahaha ~ Not bad uhh XIaoyong and Lijie. But we went awhile onli narhs ~ Cos very early close den I also sing a few songs only. Hahahah ~ Just feeling soo down narhs. Hais ="(
After that cabbed down to ChongPang KFC to wait for Sebas and gangs. They took one hour to reach lars ! Tortoise ~ Wahahahahas =D TzeXing came down too. FIrst impression, Ahbeng =P Hahaha ~ But he's quite friendly also narhs. LOL !

Sebas and Lijie went home after that. Den the rest of us went to Hougang Plaza and play billard till dawn. LOL ! Had breakfast and headed home =)
Thanks Tzelong and TzeXing for all the advices =D I finally knew wads the thinking on guy's mind ! Tc dudes =) BiBi, I feels that we are getting further and further le. Hais ~ I know u listen to my stories also sians le. Everytime ask u about him den u will like say dono all that. I dono why. Maybe u know somethings about him den don wanna tell me thats why keep like that so I will give up on him. But I doubt I will. I got xin shi now adays msged u also don wanna reply. I dono why ~ Just feeling so sad when u became so ignorance of me ="(
Cassy, Saw ur msg but dono why cant reply u. Thanks sooo much ! Missyar tons =)
Wednesday : Cabbed down to Fareast to meet Adelia and gangs ~ Hees =P After that headed down to Marina South to have our steamboat sessions. LOL ! On the way soooo cute lars they all ~ Hhahahahha =P
We sat the free transport to eat steamboat. Haas =P Kio sai lars ~ LOL. Den Raphael keeps disturbing the driver. Haas ~ Oh ! Me and Celine sat Roller Coaster in the van =X Den Adelia darling was busy snapping pics for us. Haas =P

We took a train back to Khatib to meet up with Ivan. and drank beer =X Wahahahas ~ But I drank a few sip cos I dono how. LOL ! Sooo bitter narhs, Haas ! Adelia and Celine sent me home. Thanks ladies for ur concerns and everything. I appreciate them alot. Love both of u sooo much ! Muacks ~
Hais ~ The most miserable night of my life. I cant even get to sleep. Someone was harrassing me and my family. Soo sad he turned out to be like that ~ Damn disappointed in him cans. Doing all those foolish things. Making me and my mum cant get to sleep. I mean, a guy should be able to accept all the facts yeah ? Why cant he ?
Time changes, People changes too ~ Am I wrong to loves and miss Ks ? He just gave me too much memories lars. Soooo unforgotten and my heart just sticks to him only. I know Im being damn bitchy like this. But I just dont wanna hurt JonJon any longer. He's a great guy to be with. He's just a perfect bf to be with !

I know I have hurt JonJon deeply. But I could swear I didnt played his feelings before. Hais ~ His actions and harrassment are sooo unforgiven. Sad lars ~ Why everything turned out to be like this ? Im not gonna elaborate more cos I knw he got his own reasons for doing all these. I understand. But arent u think its too much ? ="(
I cried the whole night. My eyes are sooo swollen. Cant even get to sleep. So by torturing me will bring him happiness ? Im damn sad ~
Thursday : His actions are still unstoppable. Adelia, Celine, Zeniel and Roman came up to my house to fetch me lars. Hais ~ Thanks all of them for their care. Really thanks sooo much guys ! Policemen came up to my house. Soo u all could think how serious all these things are yeah ?

Cabbed down to Orchard and watched " Death Note ". The movie completely resembles my whole incident narhs ~ Haas =D Stupid Roman ! LOL =P
After that went over to Upper Thomson to have prata and cabbed over to Adelia house now. Haas ~ Im at her house now yeah. Three of us in pyjamas. LOL ! Ladies night out tonight. Yeahyeah =P
Adelia darling, I really thanks sooo much for all the comforts and helps u gave me. I knew I could lean on u, cry on ur shoulder and everything. Thanks so much ~ Love yar lots !
Celine Sweetie, same to u. Thanks for ur tissue paper and comforts. Awww ~ Envy u lars. Muacks sweetie. Baobao ai ni ai ni oh ~ Hahahah =D Sooo sweet !

I know all the hurts I gave AhJon. Pls pls forgive me of all the hurts cans. Hais ~ I know wad and how u feeling now. But do have a limit. I dont mind being a bitch or wad to u. But just be strong and independent. I know u cans ~ All the best JonJon. Wish u could find ur happiness real soon =) Hais ~ If only Jiejie is out beside me, I know I could solve everything easily. Jie, I miss u =D
All these incidents just left a flaming stint and scar in my heart ~ All these I named as " sacrifices ". I know I still have feelings for Kimseng. But doubt he has for me. If one day I sees him on street with another girl, I will still wish him all the best. As long as he's happy, I am =) Seriously.

I didnt ask anything much back ~
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