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Sad day ~ Fate Vs Destiny.
Went school as usual yesterday. Met up with Figo and Karen. Me and Ks havent been contacting each other for a day already. My eyes are already waterly when im at the bustop.
Boarded the bus, i cant control it anymore ~ My tears just flows down. Quickly dried them away in case others thought im mad or wad. crying to myself.
Alight the bus, my tears flows down again. Dono why ~ Figo knew it but he kept quiet. He din wants me to be suspected of crying. He pretended to see nothing so that im out of embarrasement. Thanks Figo ~
In school, I was acting a strong look on myself. Frens jokes around. but i have no mood to joke with them though I smiled back at their " lame jokes ".
Recess time, I acted as I have nothing to frown about. Ate with my frens as usual. But even eating i thought of Ks, the moments where he fed me etc ~ My tears flows down while eating. Hais. I din finished my food.
Back in Maths lesson after recess. He sent me a msg that we arent suitable for each other and wanted a break off. He says he sian liao ~ hais ~ After 3 and a half months euu tells me u sian already and euu think we not suitable for each other ? Why? Dont euu remembers our Cable car dinner ? The fun at Theme park? The fun at kester where we sang a couple song and that was when we started our loves ? I doubt so ~
Obviously, I din wanted a break up but i think i say much oso no use. Never a guy broke up with me before. This is the first time i knew the feeling. Maybe a retributions of wad i did in the past ? Hais ~ To lose my loved ones. Or a retribution that i cursed the person who spammed my blog that she will losed her loved ones and it happens on me ? Im devasted. Im dying ~
In the evening, he msged me again whether i reali wanted a break up? I din reply. For wad ? Hais ~ Im crying the whole day to just wanting to accept the deodorised of this matter. I lied on my bed crying and soon i fell asleep ~
Mum knew about it. Thats why she didnt wanted to call me up in the morning for school. She knew I couldnt concentrate even Im in school. Absent from school today. But im not feeling any better ~ I just hope he will msg and asked for a patch. Praying real hard ~
Of cos I want To thanks Angie Bestie and AhJoy Darling. They had been worrying for me. Angie, I read ya blog and im touched. Maybe, happiness comes and go. Im strong in everything exceot relationships. Netherless, I cant accept a guy whom im serious in to break up with me. Ya called me last night but I fell asleep. Im sorry I din picked up. I reali Love ya this sister who have been with me either happy or sad moments. Thanks sister ! Ahjoy, ya and angie bought some stuffs for me ? hurhur ~ is it a surprise ? Thanks for all the encouraging msgs euu sent. Love yar lots sister !
Karenuer, ur help doesnt works. But its alright. Thanks for worrying for me. But this are all fates. I thought I can have my happiness all along but maybe im too naive. Love yar. Anyway, i din attend school today so ya dunch need to wait for me after school ehs ? Misses <3
Keng Darling, ur msgs touched me too. Thanks for being there for me. Love yar and meet up soon. darlings always ~
BiBi, dunch worry for me ehs. You and Nold oso quite unpleasant now. Thus, do more things to touched him ehs ~ Hais. You knew how Ks treated me and i din know that such thing will happen one day. Anyway, do tc. I don wanna hear euu and Nold got anything. both are my sister and brother. Love yar =)
Figo, ur screaming of " I'll be there for you " at canteen sounded abit stupid as though euu are joking. Haas ~ But den still thanks for bring there for me, asking others not to disturb me all that. Tc and hope euu and Daphane got more progress yeah ~
Eric, euu are a humorous guy. Tc =) See when ya meet keng and asked ya out ehs.
Ks, euu still means alot to me. Hais ~ Maybe wadever i says now also no use le. But everyday im praying euu will msg me to ask for a patch. There are still many exctiting things we haven complete them ~ I still loves yar alot, OngKimSeng ~ ="(
Everything Is fated. We cant change destiny.
For all i knows,
Fate brought us together ; Destiny Brings us apart .
Im still waiting for the day we gonna patch. Waiting and Waiting ~